So yes...life is interesting. For example, right now I'm too too lazy to get up and switch the song on my iHome, even though it's Britney Spears "My Prerogative." And the fact that I am that lazy bothers me, because my subconscious is trying to make me believe I like this song, when in all actuality I merely tolerate it. Boooo ( Read more... )

It's been awhile, and odds are that won't change...my computer is down until who knows how long, so until then I'm mooching off Amanda. I tell you, sometimes life is a royal kick in the butt ( Read more... )

I have changed so much, and come so far. I have passed too many points of no return to keep track of them all. I've been through relapses and moments where I can't possibly be sad about it and moments where everything in my universe is all perfectly aligned ( Read more... )

Oh, interesting/fun weekend.

Haha Jerry, JD, and Meghan, y'all know (even if you don't remember) what I'm talking about. 40 pounds of ice and All-Stars. Hell yes.

And go Steelers. Woot.

I felt down for so much of the day today. I guess it was life's natural counterbalance for the unusual high that encompassed all of yesterday ( Read more... )

Nothing bad's happened today. In actuality, today was a good day. Got an A on my Chem exam last night, had a good dream, classes went well, almost done with all of this week's stuff...but for some reason I've been teetering on the edge of a depressed funk all day. Or maybe depressed isn't the right word - pensive works. Just, like, I'm dying to ( Read more... )

Strange, and totally out of nowhere...I kinda miss Ryan. I was reading a xanga entry from about a month ago about when we went out and it made me smile remembering how easy it was to be with him. And in this one moment, I just wish I could hang out with him again and be affected by his casual languidness. That's what he does for me. Whenever I ( Read more... )

1. SOMETHING PURPLE WITHIN 5 FEET OF YOU ( Read more... )

Right now, at this one moment in time, I feel perfect. I'm listening to a really sad song, but for some reason, I just feel infinite. I feel like in this one moment in time, I'm alive, and I have friends, and this weekend I'll be driving to a new place with a good friend. I feel like driving a convertible with the top down and singing at the top ( Read more... )

I found these when I was packing, and I still think they're okay. Let me know.

( Fallen Ideals )