what the FUCK am i doing?!

i have a take-home exam due at 9:30 a.m.

it is now 1:15 a.m.

i have not started it

i am pretty drunk

i also sat on a thumbtack earlier

is my life r eal?

i a m in a weird but good place in my life

the moon has been full the last few nights and i've consistently been able to see 3 planets- SO AWESOME!

i am trying really hard to meet new people and i think i'm doing a pretty good job. i'm starting to realize that feeling defeated sometimes doesn't make me a weak or lame person; if anything, being ( Read more... )

i'm trying to keep everything straight in my head.

i've been getting so much exercise lately walking all the way to my friends' apartment only to smoke myself silly soonafter i get there! i don't even have any cigarettes left! only a pack of wine-flavored black & milds i bought a few weeks ago to try and convince my parents they weren't smelling any ( Read more... )

i haven't unpacked any of my clothes
i don't even think my parents have gotten home yet

despite all of the craziness and nonsense that happened while moving in today, it was a really, really good day. i'm trying hard not to be fickle, so i'm making an effort to gauge my days/moods by the good things that happen, not the bad ( Read more... )

i'm home for one more week and i am not at all ready to go back blah blaghblah

i am really determined to make this an excellent week though. PLEASE let's go on an adventure!

my mom and i decided to go to bethany beach for the weekend at a 'victorian' inn and
there is no television here. oh and neither the toilet, shower, or sink are in the same ( Read more... )

1 choose 15 photos from your hard drive (no flickr, no google) that you feel are self-expressive
2 post them without captions -- can be as serious or as silly as you like
3 explain/respond in the comments. (or don't.)

( i'll answer in the comments if you ask! )

( hi )

( phone pix 4 u )

late last night i got the urge to dump everything out of my purse aaaaaaaaand
( this was the result )

i am so sick of my fucking teenage brothers. maybe i'm being a crazy bitch or maybe i just have a mean case of older sister syndrome but my family's entire life revolves around them and their crazy fucking sports schedules. i'm constantly fussed at for never being home but it's father's day and i am home alone right now....so i think that speaks ( Read more... )