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I've been having this kind of bad feeling lately ... not knowing what actually the company I'm still working at actually wants from me. I know I want to get away ... been trying hard to find a new job and hopefully I will get the one. I don't want to mention about it too early but I know when the time for me to go from here, the other door will ( Read more... )

I finally decided to buy a new laptop because the old one has busted a couple of months ago. It was quite necessary because I really need to get mobile with all the demand in the office. Also I need to get away more and more from the office. The preasure is getting harder to handle and I am so fed up to be everybody's punch bag.

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I know it's not healthy to drool for something out from a TV series but what can this fragile heart do if they show me again and again these adorable, young, sweet, easy on the eye men ... they were new, young and oh so eye-candy! ... such a temptation ... these are my favourite candy boys of the moment ... *big grins*

Chance Crawford (Gossip Girl)


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'and I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moments of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know you're alive'

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I want to stop this tears from falling
I want to stop thinking about you
I want to see the day when I can block this unwanted feeling
and most of all I want to stop blaming myself for everything happened between us

I am tired and I just want to stop knowing you ... ever loving you ... ever planned for a future together

I want to erase you from my life

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