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[uglybracelets]

I am sick. Well not physically sick right now but getting there. I have a speech in the morning and I have a serious fear of performing in front of crowds. This leads people to ask a lot of questions.

If you do Colorguard why can't you do this?
In Colorguard I am one of 10-20 people. I am almost invisible just a working part. No solos no leads.

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[sonadora9]

I know what you mean. I've always been fine in guard performances, or marching band, or anything like that -- but the whole being-part-of-the-group thing is what makes it work. I've never really registered the "people are still looking at you" thing because, quite honestly, they'll see you, but they won't LOOK at you if you're doing things right. If you drop your rifle, or step-off a beat too soon, then they'll see you -- but as long as you just do what you're supposed to do, they won't see much beyond the whole of the performance.