Woo yes! Fights! Me and Tom are in a fight! Actually it's more he didn't do something I asked him to do then I get upset over it. And then I become a girl and over anaylze the situation, delve into my subconscious and scratch the surface and realize why I'm so upset. And that reason has nothing to do with the catalyst of the fight and I, being in ( Read more... )

So he freaking loves me. I don't know what I think about that. Now he actually says "I love you" but he only says it when I'm really sleepy, already sleeping or fucked up. But he's sober when he says it. What does that mean? Shit. The other night he said it before we went to sleep and I even said "I don't think you mean that, but it's okay." I ( Read more... )

So Stephanie has this ho friend Contessa who has hooked up with all these guys I know who all from different groups of people. The three people I have heard of her hooking up with I know them all and none of them know each other. She hooked up with Jansen, she hooked up with Alexa's cousin Bronson's friend, Justin, and she was hooking up with Alexa ( Read more... )

Wowza...oh journal...i miss you ( Read more... )

Oh. My. God. So I'm thinking just now that I want to go to bed. Why do I feel like calling Tom just to tell him good night? Why am I so retarded? That's okay! Why am I so scared to like somebody? To actually be with somebody? I went to a party last night and I just wanted to leave and go see Tom. I did one beer bong and danced with a bunch of girls ( Read more... )

Why am I so tired right now even though I was completely sober last night? Chelsea didn't even remember I drove them back to their house last night she was so fucked up. Man, it's good to be the dd I tell ya...

Okay I think I'm better now. I went to karaoke and had so much fun. I just need to go all the time even if I don't feel like it because I ALWAYS have a GOOOD TIME! I sang some super fun songs. Tom was there and I could feel him like not staring but glancing ALL night and I loved it. Not that I want anything to do with Tom's loser ass but it's just ( Read more... )

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Seriously, I am out of control. I've been drinking SO much this and last weekend. So much. Okay so let's start with Friday...

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Jenna Benna! Do you remember Dog hair? You went to church with her in middle school and she was a year older than us and she was like going out with Nathan while I was going out with him too. Remember remember remember!? CALL ME!