Ack, I hate all that weird social awkwardness stuff. I rarely go places where I suspect I'll feel uncomfortable anymore--and office parties are the worst! Sounds like you have your head on straight though. :-)
it was raining that nightuglyducklinDecember 12 2006, 15:27:56 UTC
yeaup....sometimes we find ourselves trying to give something that benefit of our doubt. then we realizd we just should've paid attention to our intuition. i'd rather have no friends then a buncha friends that aren't really going to be my friends in thickness and thiness(is this a word?).
Re: it was raining that nightuglyducklinDecember 12 2006, 15:31:18 UTC
furthermore i won't befriend those that i know will only lead me to a dead end street or tunnel with no light at the end. lindsey was telling one of the other girls that this is the time to "live it up!"..if you ask me: this is the time to worship,witness,and be broken.
I'm glad you are being very picky with who you associate with. it saves all the drama and wasted time in the end. you will in time find someone who will be a great friend for you. in the mean time, you have your hands full with phoenix. everything will fall into place.
by the way, I have already purchased your christmas gift. nothing to big, but you will love it. It's very unique and original. it had your name all over it. so expect it in the mail around mondayish. I'm sending it off on Friday the 15th. and I want you to open it right away so you can use it.
yea..well i'm trying to listen to God's will w/ my life and who i allow to come into it. i know i'll run into awesome friends someday..that's just it though..that'll be a test of my faith..becuz i'm not a very patient person. i indulge and i don't like to play by the rules. my hands aren't too full w. p to have friends though. that would be crAzy to just be a mom and have no outside friends...
I meant that you have your hands full with taking care of phoenix then trying to fit in a crowd of people that aren't right for you. I meant that with all that you have going on, you will get friends in time and you will stay busy because you have someone who is your friend already, which is phoenix. even though he is your son, he is also your friend.
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by the way, I have already purchased your christmas gift. nothing to big, but you will love it. It's very unique and original. it had your name all over it. so expect it in the mail around mondayish. I'm sending it off on Friday the 15th. and I want you to open it right away so you can use it.
hope you are doing well. give p a hug for me
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