i posted this entry about three hours and i just now realised that it never showed up... grrrrr

[uglyducksnight]

like the evanescence song tourniquet says "I WANT TO DIE" and i'd have. i feel betrayed caus ei know for a fact patrick and krysten are going to go out (even though to my knowledge she is dating zack)and so therefore by patrick not telling me he likes her he is lying to me. i do love him but when i told him yesterday he didnt say it back. so clue #

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hey, babe (nicki)

[anonymous]

yea, i heard/saw/everything else. and yes this all does suck, but in his defence, u did push him away. but i dont think he loves her more than you. i just think that he's kinda mad at u for all those times u did push him away. anyway....this whole thing does suck. but what can ya do??? my best advice is to try to move on. try to think about something else. yes, i know u cant get over patrick and i know that u cant stop thinking about all that other fun shit, but try. DONT CUT!!!!again. and dont worry about brandon being ashamed of u. if he cant except that u are in fact human and therefore make mistakes. than he aint worth ur time worrying about it. so yea, im hopin that tiff will print this out for so u so that u can see it. and hopefully ill get to see all of u fri (mwahahah, we get out at 10:40 so me and whit are prolly gonna drop by for a bit) anyway, i hope everything works out for u ttyl

[anonymous]

WHATEVER NAT. JUST FUCK OFF! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT. NICKS JUST STATING THE OBVIOUS. GO TO HELL!

-ME