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[uglyfatty1]

I'm worried about my health. The thing is I am not even close to being underweight at 130, but I will admit this looks quite thin on me, although my legs are still someone fatty. All the restricting and purging, my teeth everything. I am scared I'll have a seisuze. I'm scared I'll never sing again. My throat is sore, my voice is deeper and

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[xlovely_bonesxx]

i always try to eat normaly but my voice in my head doesnt let me, i dont know i just can never bring myself to do it, so i iknow how you feel.
xxx

[duckie82]

i understand how you feel about just...not being able to force yourself to eat anything normal. i'm not like that much anymore, but if i get under an enormous amount of stress or am feeling emotionally unstable, it always comes back. i know that at 138 i am healthy, but i feel fat and i think i look fat and i know it's awful, but sometimes i wish not wanting to eat would come back, and it could, if i let it...but it's hard not to eat and friends not notice. last year i lived with a friend who had been in rehab for her ed twice, so she never said a word to me if i didn't eat (which she had weeks when i'd see her eat maybe 2 bites in a day)...honestly, i eat all kinds of crap now and feel awful about it, but i'm not gaining. maybe you should go into recovery...especially if you're bp-ing...which i've never been able to do...and it's harming your health. you're welcome to talk to me anytime, my aim sn is on my info.

[use_less_]

you know i can always relate to most of your posts

[interject]

just letting you know that i am adding you...
hope you feel better!