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Mayan astrology reading
When I went and got my Mayan astrology reading done from Julie Squirrelady Gallagher .We were talking about how basically none of the shit in the world is real.All of this is just bullshit.And about this little statue found with one of the mayan kings.It was if memory serves me right a jade sort of alien looking figure.And he had a sort of cone ( Read more... ) -
Missing Panda
God it's hard to go into the work/altar room now.I have to take a deep breath because I expect to see Panda in there laying in his little box.I made a little altar to him in the spot where he passed.I feel like I could just jump out of my skin. -
God owes it to me to kill me
I have had so much shit happen to me over the past 2 years I feel numb and dumb.I don't even move when I cry anymore.I'm like this lump of flesh that some unseen force just mentally electrocutes.I'm not even suicidal because I think God owes it to me to kill me. -
RIP Mr Baby Panda
As you all know out cat Mr Baby Panda passed away from Leukemia today.Which was gut retching.But he was starting to hurt and he was crying today and mom and I told him to just let go of his body and that we wouldn't be upset with him.And I held his hand and he passed away. It's very hard on me,Mom and Jim Bones Addams . One good thing thought was ( Read more... ) -
People wonder why kids shoot up schools
People wonder why kids shoot up schools or people just snap.Allot of it boils down to people trying to bully or pick on other people. I'm 33 fucking years old.I'm sitting here minding my own business,I have a ton of work to do,I have upcoming vet bills I'm working to pay and a kitty that has leukemia.I also have raging PMS.And the people that ( Read more... ) -
It's enraging to be me sometimes.
It's enraging to be me sometimes.With finding out Mr Baby Panda has Leukemia,it infuriated me that when I asked for folks to repost my shop so I could maybe pickup extra sales to pay for vet bills.I had assholes try and troll me.I had people telling me they were in worse situations *ok I found out my cat is going to die.Now does that make my ( Read more... ) -
Cross jumping
I dreamed last night that I was having a bad day.I remember being in a building that had books I was looking at there being a little bird in there.People were annoying me so I went outside. So somebody bought me this sort life size crucified Jesus statue/cross that you could stake into the ground.There was a place on the tops of the arms of the ( Read more... ) -
Mr baby Panda is sick.
Everybody please keep Mr Baby Panda the kitty I have that was diagnosed with Leukemia in your thoughts and prayers. https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150434929360454&set=a.346892400453.345808.844265453&type ( Read more... ) -
etsy fuckery
Etsy suspended my account and then finally reopened it.They suspended it because I said there was blood on a doll. -
Thrifting and being down
I hate when I get to where I feel down and depressed for no reason.But that is the epitome of being a tortured artist right?And when I feel down then I can't work at my usual maniacal pace and it makes me feel frustrated, because I'm not being productive,when in turn stresses me even more because I'm not making money.I wish I knew of some way to ( Read more... )