my school is so fucking cute. tonight we had "a charles dickens holiday dinner." we walk into haffner and candlelit, each table had a candelabra centerpiece with holly around it, and white table cloths. Then we went into the "grand room" where they were a festive holiday meal, beautifully displayed and D-licious. after pinky and i had our ( Read more... )

I built my first snowman today. We woke up two hours before we had to, so we could eat french toast sticks and have time to build. We had to use what we had at our disposal, which happened to be fresh fruit from the dining hall. It was hard work, but well worth it, because in the end, we had

Mr. California:

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Last night in my snuffy haze I woke up and started talking to Richard on the phone, only I wasn't on the phone and I was talking to myself. I didn't realize it until I said "I have to see what time it is" to the imaginary person I thought was listening to me and saw my phone in its charger.

My ways are changing and I'm loving it.

This week has been surreal. Everything is ending. Everything is over. We keep going to school, not because there is anything more to learn or anything interesting to do, not even because we want to be together. Just because it is routine and without it we would be lost. I wish I felt closer to some people. I wish that ties I make with people were ( Read more... )

i found this poem in english today and i really like it ( Read more... )

i babysat tonight. jack is the coolest five year old in the world.

he has pedicures:

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this week has been such a whirlwind ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN ( Read more... )

so I have been really sick the past two days. I spoke too soon in my last post. outwardly sick is an understatement. I stayed home from school yesterday and today and just went in today for the Gov test which was kind of weird. When I go tomorrow, I dont know if I'll have any friends on account of how nasty i was today. It's so sad, it hurts to ( Read more... )

true id give my right arm to keep you safe from harm

these have been an interesting couple of days. I've come to realize a few things:

1. i like myself
2. doing your french homework is overrated
3. sometimes things just suck, and when they do, you give yourself a hug and move forward