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[uhh_streetkilla]

I identify too closely to the suffering woman.

I am not one who can be loved and kept. I feel too much. I am too much for too many.

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[_electronichaze]

"I am too much for too many" - i know how this feels to a T. and i have been told this several times. in fact, over and over again. or if i havent been told that directly, it was OBVIOUS.

as of 2 weeks ago I have decided that it is impossible that i am too much for everyone. there are plenty of people who want women who are 'too much' & i want to be with THAT man. so many of my female friends are a lot to handle, with no exaggeration. and they have lovely partners. time, location, person and wavelengths all have to be correct between two people when they meet - that is just so random, but life and love is random.

love yourself (& sometimes a lil self-hate is ok too), but know that if you're too much for too many, imagine how many are not enough for you. i've come to realize this. i want to be FLOORED, to be WOWed by someone. and if that happens, he has to be a big personality himself, able to understand the "too much" of me.

we're cruisin in the same boat, geeerrrlll. it's not as lonely as you think <3

[uhh_streetkilla]

<333

You are very, very right. If there weren't any tsunami warnings here in the bay I'd go to sf and try to release.

I'm thinking of buying a vibrator and a bottle of sparkling wine. Yeah. :D

[_electronichaze]

treat yourself right! my friend is insisting on me getting a vibrator, so i think she's pretty much gonna buy me one haha meanwhile i promised her an inspirational book (the prophet by khalil giban) to call it even. nothing better than mental (and physical) health presents!