what the fuck am i doing with myself

[uhhhey123]

I've been such an idiot. I've been so unhappy with where my life has taken me that I've been making all the wrong decisions, just because I've been too afraid to confront my own issues. If I ever have one regret in my life, it was losing the best friend I could have ever asked for. My life would be so much better, so much different now if that hadn

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[timeofpeace]

There is always an alternative.

Go after the choices, the people, the places, that give you the most peace inside. (My dad tells me this-- he's a crazy man, but I still always think of it when I'm making a decision.)

A month ago I was pretty much exactly where you are right now and I was allowing myself to perpetuate a situation that was literally making me hate my very own guts. It got to the point where I didn't think I DESERVED to be able to change the situation.

But you always have a choice, and if you're being driven to this point, I think you have to take a step back, examine things objectively, and come up with a plan of action.

And of course, please know that you can always talk to me. I know that we drifted after we graduated from high school, but I'm still the same old Kari and I would be more than happy to listen and help you as much as I can... god knows you did the same for me, many times.

[uhhhey123]

i guess in theory the heart should be unbiased but its not always easy to hear what its trying to say.
you stopped being douche? evidently, cause i never would have expected that comment from douche chas