so uh stole my dads car last nite at 2 (actually itll be my car in 12 days) and went to see someone last nite cuz their goin away for 6 months maybe? but i was soo scared cuz they live like 15 mins away but i got there and it was totally TOTALLY worth it. it made me happy but made me think about things i havent in a while and have feelings i ( Read more... )

3 days left... then ill be free... for a while... david dont be so dumb and just let me be happy. you kno what you have to do for that to happen. i just wish some people would dissapear from my life and the ppl that are dissapearing i wish they would stay ( Read more... )

why do guys have to be such loads or crap? meh its nothing new to me. im actually suprised i dont care more, makes me wonder how much i actually cared in the first place. its funny how you think u can be over something and one word changes everything. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! they are all the same so relationships can go suck a dick, i vote just ( Read more... )

uh i just went downstairs to eat dinner with my dad and he was liek well i guess its just you and me so well have to drink this bottle of wine by ourselves. so we ate and drank the whole bottle him and me and just talked alot. it was funny as hell and he started talking about how he mite have glaucoma and one treatment for that is medical marijuana ( Read more... )

uh god damn. lisence freakin 17 days and summer is all i got to really be happy about. then i can get in my car and drive away from all these fucks in katy and go visit kelsey my love. ha my dads already said i could go visit her. what 10 hr drive sure victoria go ahead! =) justin moves in a week ill probly go drive and visit him too. on more than ( Read more... )

yea today i went and ate sushi after school with michelley! then the gym hoooo rah!!! then kaitlin faces!! i was spose to hang out with justin but it dint work out. summers coming up and i cant wait cuz schools a bitch. only 2 weeks! and i get my lisence in 24 days!!! so it looks like im gonna start summer off single so lets see what goes down this ( Read more... )

guh im talking to david online right now. wierd? i kno.. for the first time in a long time its wierd. i dont hate him. i miss him but im over it and ive moved on. but john it so way cuter. and makes me happier cuz i know hes nothing like david. it makes me feel safe and i hope things work out for the best. wally pretty much makes my day. now ( Read more... )

wahoo!!! finally got caught up on some sleep and uh am talking to frank cuz hes my councel! k nite

why cant guys just be simple and tell you what they want to tell you and what you want to hear. lol meh what can i say i kno as a girl im personally one difficult person to understand.i just slept for 3 hours thank god and now im gonna go sleep more hopefully. but oh shit daddies outa town this friday? something good has to happen! i got lit on ( Read more... )

oh man my minds been in a jumble lately. and ive been so busy lately. god and sleep deprived. since everyone knows that justins back ive been with him alot or working or with john. my minds been in a jumble and all confused but not i think i like someone totally different that any other guys i dated. its cute. and all of a sudden i feel like i can ( Read more... )