Do you ever feel like going to college is a fucking waste ( Read more... )

I just got home from an 11 hour day at work. And guess what? It didn't even suck that bad. Then again, how can work suck when you work with a quadriplegic boss, who's confined to a wheelchair, and the biggest sarcastic ass you ever met. That's right. It can't ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween everyone ( Read more... )

I keep disappearing from LJ and coming back, but for now I'm just going to do a survey, we'll see how the constant updating goes..lol
1)What stickers do you have on your car, if any? A delta zeta sorority sticker ( Read more... )

Please hold your applause and cheering while I finally update again ( Read more... )

I always seem to disappear off of LJ and come back to update talking about how I live somewhere else and how so much has change. It isn't any different this time.

I'm still alive, but so much has happened I don't know where to begin.

My mom is still a crazy bitch, and I moved got kicked out. A friend of mine, Sarah, has a house though, and ( Read more... )

Happy Mothers Day! :)

Hah. What a crock of shit. My mom has been out of control lately, so I really don't have anything encouraging to say about mother's day.
I'm telling you, when it rains, it pours.Ahhh its really hard having stuff go wrong during my every day activities and not having Ryan there to bitch to about it. Although its been a big ( Read more... )

There is a dull ache in my chest that will not go away.
*Sigh*
This is going to take a long time to heal.

You have to experience
In order to know
You have to be hurt
In order to grow

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I feel so very foolish, and very betrayed. I feel stupid.

I'm in love, alone.
My biggest fear did come true.

Apparently, I have a "scale" in which to "compare" the love that I have for Ryan. Since I'm his first real girlfriend, he has no "scale."

AKA: I have been in other relationships, and therefore I KNOW that I love him...but he doesn't know ( Read more... )

I finally re-did my journal. Its decent. Could be better, but at least its changed! I even fixed the navigation bars that I was having trouble with before. Superb.This weekend has been absolutely nuts. Two of my friends had birthdays on Saturday & Sunday (21, and 20) so we decided we'd celebrate them both...all weekend long. The 151 did us good ( Read more... )