Proverbs3:5-6
"trust in the Lord wtih all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths."

never go off roading when you have just finished a strawberry/bananna shake from jack in the box. throwing up is not the best way go.

tonight: was good. i love my family. i love cyndi. and i love laughing at the bums who live in Lake Elsinore.

yesterday was good. tyler came over about 2ish. we went down to the smellly lake, ha. played a game of pool.... which I ALMOST WON! we went back to my house and watched 'what about bob' and then i bbq chicked and corn on the cobb. We read cosmo... which has a lot of weird stuff in it. hahah. then me him and my dad went into the spa and just ( Read more... )

its weird not being on here as much. cyndi is on house arrest for a week, so we have a special phone.. that beeps annoyingly loud for us to get off of it or the internet. so im hardly on. life is hard. almost too hard to describe. its not that i cant make it through or anything i can. Days are easy to get through, i find myself busy or trying to ( Read more... )

mom: "i cant believe you are my daughter sometimes" "and i thought you were christian" "i cant beleive you even came to live with us"
me: "im sorry you feel that way"
i dont hate her. i jsut need time.
i wish i could have said more... i couldnt surprisingly. which is weird knowing the way i can say things out of anger. i suppose it is just the ( Read more... )

theres nothing left for me to do.. but surrender.

im leaving home today. i deno for how long. but im breaking apart staying here.

i miss it. a lot. people are so nice and i suppose being away somewhere were you meet many different people, from all over the world makes me honestly think the world isnt half bad ( Read more... )

so today sucked. it was lightening and stuff in cococay so we couldnt go parasailing like we had planned. it got canceled. so britt and I went nback to bed. we didnt wake up till 2. wasnt able to go on the proivate beach, but instead just layed out on the pool deck. we went to a 70s dance and singing 'play'. it was lovely. i want to dance again. ( Read more... )

so im in Nassau. Itsbeautiful. the water is bluer the ivde ever seen. so guess what ( Read more... )

it all started when tyler ad I said our goodbies and me britt my stepd ad and my mom entered the limo, heading off to LAX. we arrived 6 hours early.... UNFORTUNATLY ( Read more... )