I talked to my dad for the first time in three weeks today. For a whole five minutes. I'm not going to be able to see him for another two or three weeks because of work. It sucks even more that Jim's being exceptionally more of an asshole lately... I'm getting kind of frustrated with work because my income depends largely upon my mood and since it' ( Read more... )

My performance thing on Wednesday wasn't too bad, it wasn't great either though. One of the songs we had to sing today during an assembly and Anna, who had a solo went home sick, so I had to sing it for her even though it was too high for me and 2 people sang the song with us who had never sang it before. It was bad. I now remember what it was like ( Read more... )

I stayed home from school today because my throat hurt and my head is pounding. I'm singing on Wednesday so I figured it's better to stay home and get better than suck it up and get worse and not be able to sing. I watched Saved today, which is not my favorite movie but I can definately appreciate it. I also watched With Honors which was so good ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to reevaluate my entire life. I don't like how everything is going right now or who I am. I want to change something or everything but I don't know where to start. I don't even know what I want to do with my life, I keep changing my mind and getting bored. How do you fix something when you don't know what the problem is? I need ( Read more... )

I watched Van Wilder yesterday which is where the quote comes from, also Garden State and Say Anything, all of which were amazing, you should watch them.... Anyway, no one has updated in forever, what's going on? How was the acquarium? I just got home from band practice, we're performing next Wednesday and I'm scared. School is alright, took the ( Read more... )

My internet is finally sort-of working. Last week was spirit week, which was fairly lame. Most people wore jeans and a t-shirt not matter what day it was. Wednesday night I went to see Elizabeth Town, it was good, go see it. I'm still in shock that my mom let me go because Andy is 25 and the movie didn't start until 8 on a school night. But after ( Read more... )

Sorry I disappeared off the face of the earth, I've been insanely busy this week, and when I wasn't I've been making up for lack of sleep. On Monday I practically pulled out my hair with worry over Madeline, so everyone at school is really scared for me because I didn't really elaborate I was just super depressed the whole day. She got throught it ( Read more... )

I can't even believe what I got away with yesterday, I'm still buzzed with how amazing it was. After chiling with Jappy, Kellie, and ashley at Ashley's house and the movies and coffee shop, I was in a wonderful mood because I also got to see many old Maryvale buds who were there after school Friday. Coffee shop conversations are the best, and then ( Read more... )

I'm not sure whether my quote should be directed to Maryvale or St. John's ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking pissed off at my mom. My stepmom is having surgery on her spine next Monday. I really want to go to the hospital to be there for her and my dad but it's a fucking school day. School is so fucking easy for me at St. John's and I can get all my work in advance. I've fucking earned her trust and she won't give it to me even to go the ( Read more... )