I hate feeling like this ...
Seems like yet another really promising relationship is officially over ...
She was on a course all day, so I got in early(ish) to see her, and stayed late so we could have a chat afterwards ... and it was great to see her ... but then as I left, it was clear she didn't want to meet up tonight ... and it left me feeling a bit shit ... like I'd make an effort for us to have a chat ... and that was enough for her.
It kinda feels like she just wants the good bits of being a close friend, but doesn't want the hassle of a relationship ... and that feels really shit.
On top of that, she went for a chat with her ex at the weekend, and was telling me last night about how much he's changed ... pretty much listing all the things she had previously said annoyed her, and had now changed ...
One of these days, I hope I'll find someone who feels the same way about me as I do about them ... or maybe I'm just so good at being a friend, and crap at being a boyfriend ... :-(
She was on a course all day, so I got in early(ish) to see her, and stayed late so we could have a chat afterwards ... and it was great to see her ... but then as I left, it was clear she didn't want to meet up tonight ... and it left me feeling a bit shit ... like I'd make an effort for us to have a chat ... and that was enough for her.
It kinda feels like she just wants the good bits of being a close friend, but doesn't want the hassle of a relationship ... and that feels really shit.
On top of that, she went for a chat with her ex at the weekend, and was telling me last night about how much he's changed ... pretty much listing all the things she had previously said annoyed her, and had now changed ...
One of these days, I hope I'll find someone who feels the same way about me as I do about them ... or maybe I'm just so good at being a friend, and crap at being a boyfriend ... :-(