Tear Stained Burns (One shot)
Kevin stopped scribbling in his note book and looked out his window, a black SUV pulled up on the drive way, he was home. He sighed heavily when he heard the door slam and got up to stand by the stairs, maybe he wouldn’t have to run today. Maybe he wouldn’t come home drunk out of his mind, maybe Kevin wouldn’t get beat today. The front door opened and his dad stepped in, clearly drunk senseless.
“You little fuck get over here!”
“No.”
“What did you say you bitch?” He hobbled over to Kevin and slapped him across the face with such force Kevin was knocked down and over a foot away from where he was previously standing. Kevin was used to this, it didn’t hurt anymore. It happened so often he felt weird when it didn’t, when his dad didn’t come home to beat him, although he’d never get tired when he didn’t get raped by his dad. Aside from it being wrong because it was his dad, he was never gentle. Kevin couldn’t count how many times he’d pass out from his dad rocking senseless into him while he begged and pleaded for him to stop. He cried so hard the first time, but as the years went by he stopped caring he’d lay there and just take it like the good little bitch his father wanted. He couldn’t tell anyone, because if he did he’d be taken into foster care and that already happened to his brother. At first he didn’t think it was a bad idea until his father showed him a news article stating that his brother had been killed by his foster Mother when her husband showed an interest in him. Kevin was alone, not completely, Kibum, his best friend Kibum knew what happened in Kevin’s house and always tried desperately to get him out but it never worked.
“No wonder your mother left us, with a fucking fagot like you, who’d want to stay. It’s your damn fault she’s gone and it’s your fault your brothers dead! You worthless piece of shit, I should just fucking kill you myself.” His dad walked into the kitchen and started looking for a butcher knife, the kitchen was far enough away from the living room to give Kevin time to bolt up the stairs and lock his door. He curled up in a corner and began crying. It wasn’t his fault, no matter how many times his dad said so, and he knew that but it still hurt. He started breathing heavy when he heard his dad’s footsteps coming up the stairs, he buried himself in the corner. His dad didn’t have a knife, he hid them all the day before, his dad didn’t come home last night so he knew he’d have to hide every sharp object and stay as far away from the kitchen as possible. He couldn’t take being burned again, yeah his father would burn him. Place his hand directly on the fire and not let go until Kevin passed out and he left him on the floor after beating up his unconscious body. Kevin would call Kibum to come and help him and he would, Kevin loved Kibum and Kibum did Kevin although they never admitted it to each other. Kibum would have to peel of the dead skin and place gauze around it until it grew back, it hurt so fucking bad Kevin would have to be drunk before doing it, or he’d just pass out during. But his screams made Kibum wish he’d pass out because even if Kevin was drunk he could still feel it, only slightly less. Kevin grabbed his phone and called Kibum crying while his dad was still slowly creeping near his door.
“You little bitch you think I didn’t know you’d hide the knives?” Suddenly his dad hit the door and it broke open, Kevin’s eyes widened when he saw an axe trying to be pulled out of his door by his dad. Finally Kibum picked up.
“Kevin Hey!”
“Kibum! He’s…oh god Kibum he’s trying to kill me! He has an axe! Kibum!” Kevin screamed as his dad broke more of the door down.
“Kevin! What the hell, you need to get out of there! Where are you?”
“My room.”
“Shit…do you have anything to help you climb down?”
“No.” Kevin screamed again and started begging his dad not to come closer, he broke the door down and was tauntingly walking over to Kevin who was trying to burry himself I the corner even more, he didn’t want to die he really didn’t, even though it would save him from this hell he had a lot to live for still.
“Kibum Hyung, I love you.” Kevin screamed again when his dad brought the axe down, it barely missed him, slicing some of his arm. A big gash now on Kevin’s arm but majority of the axe was stuck in the wall and he wasted no time running from his dad and out the door. Kevin stumbled down the stairs and cried out in pain as his back hit the banister in an awkward position sending a burning pain up his spine. Kevin was panting as he tried to get up, he needed to put something over this damn cut or he was going to bleed to death or pass out and get killed. The former seemed more appealing, he heard a shout and remembered he was on the phone with Kibum.
“I called the cops, they are on their way, so am I. Kevin please stay away from him please!”
“Kibum, it hurts..it hurts so much.”
“Are you hurt? Kevin where did he hurt you? Kevin answer me!” Kevin wanted to answer, but his dad had gotten to him and was choking him now. He was scratching at his dads’ hands on his throat slowly draining the breath and life from him. Kevin was kicking his father trying to get him to let go, or loosen his grip.
“You fucking bitch! You made me break the damn door!”
“Can’t---breath---ple-please..” He slapped Kevin again and threw him into the wall, he smirked when he heard a crack. Kevin’s mouth dropped in a silent scream, he landed oddly on his wrist and it snapped, the bone jutting out slightly. Kevin fought the want to pass out and tried standing up but was pushed into the other wall as soon as his feet found a stable stance. He was crying when he watched his father get a lighter from the drawer and stride over to him. Kevin’s hand was grabbed and held directly over the small flame. He screamed profanities, begging his father to stop.
“You don’t want me to burn your hand?” He shook his head, his voice too hoarse from all the screaming.
“Needy little bitch, you want this better?” He stood up and unzipped his pants sliding them down with his boxers and began stroking himself into erectness. Kevin whimpered, he’d rather get burned, he was suddenly pulled up from his hair and his father was poking his cheek with his newly hardened cock.
“Suck it bitch.” Kevin shook his head and was rewarded with a slap, but he refused to open his mouth. His father brought the lighter up to his cheek and turned it on, Kevin screamed and his father took the opportunity to shove his cock into his son’s mouth. He was thrusting hard and fast, Kevin was trying not to gag, as horrid as this was if he gagged he knew he was in for a much bigger punishment, he tried relaxing his throat and closed his eyes. The back of his throat started bleeding from the abuse it was receiving, his dad slapped him on the face and shoved his cock in deeper, tears fell from Kevin’s eyes and he tried hard to breathe through his nose. He had to try harder not to gag when his father moaned and came inside his mouth, he pulled out after two more thrusts and closed Kevin’s mouth and nose forcing him to swallow. Kevin’s hair was released from his father’s grasp and he fell to the floor sobbing and shaking uncontrollably.
“Did you like that you slut?”
“No.” Kevin got kicked hard in his stomach.
“What did you say?”
“I’m done with this, No! I didn’t like it! Stop…please stop..Appa..” Kevin was lifted up again by his hair and slammed against the wall. His father pinned his wrists above his head and smirked his lips ghosting over Kevin’s ear.
“You turn me on when you call me that, you know this right bitch?”
“Please, stop.”
“Say it again.”
“No.” Kevin cried out when his dad bit his neck hard and kneed him in the stomach again causing Kevin to spit up some blood. He let out a gasp when his father cupped his crotch.
“I’ll have you begging for me you fucking slut.”
“Stop it please! Stop!” Kevin bit his lip to fight back a moan, he didn’t like how his body was betraying him but to deny that getting jerked off felt bad he couldn’t. He didn’t like how it was happening or who was doing it and tried hard not to get turned on but it was of no use. There was a bulge in his pants and his father squeezed his already hurting wrists together hard causing him to scream in pain. He thrust his tongue into Kevin’s mouth and pulled his tongue into his own mouth and started sucking hard. He was about to pull Kevin’s pants off and have his way with him, hard and fast just like he liked it, but he was suddenly pulled back and punched hard in the jaw sending him toppling over. Kevin fell to the floor and curled his body up trying to cover the tent in his pants and crying from how much physical and emotional pain he was in.
“Vinny..” Kevin looked up with tear stained cheeks, red irritated and moist doe like eyes at his best friend and love of his life. Kibum came for him, Kibum…was trying to save him. Kibum picked him up and placed him on the couch, he started examining his injuries.
“The ambulance and cops will be here soon Vinny. Are you ok?”
“Y-yeah…Kibum…” Kibum looked at Kevin with sad eyes and sighed, he hated seeing his love like this. He leaned over and kissed Kevin softly on the lips only getting a shocked gasp from the latter. He pulled away and smiled at the blushing beauty in front of him.
“I love you too Kevin, always have.”
“Kibummie…”
“Please be mine?”
“He can’t you fucking fag!” Kibum got up suddenly angered and stared down Kevin’s dad. Kevin whimpered and curled up behind Kibum.
“Get the fuck away from my son.” Any thought of protest went away when Kibum saw the gun being pointed at him, Kevin got up on shaky legs and stepped in front of Kibum. Kibum took time to notice Kevin’s wrist bone jutting out from his skin and he winced. Kevin walked over to his father head hung low, he couldn’t let Kibum get hurt. It wasn’t Kibum’s problem to being with, and he had to protect him even if it meant doing what he had to do with his father.
“Appa…” His dad moaned and Kibum’s eyes widened more if possible and his mouth hung open. He knew Kevin got raped by his dad, and he couldn’t believe he was going to get raped again right now and there was nothing he could do about it with the gun in Kevin’s father’s damn hands. Kibum blushed when he heard Kevin moan, of course he would. Sex was sex, it felt good even if you didn’t want it. He looked away but turned his head back when he heard Kevin scream. His father had the gun pointed at his entrance. Kevin’s breath hitched when he felt the cool metal slowly start entering him and he yelled again when he heard the safety being clicked off. Kevin bit his lip hard when the gun was thrust repeatedly inside of him, he was so scared that it’d go off he didn’t really mind the pain or notice the blood that started trailing down his thighs. Fresh tears were running down his cheeks, from the pain and embarrassment that his body was enjoying this after his blood acted as lube and that Kibum was watching.
“Appa..stop please stop!” This only encouraged his dad to thrust faster and he closed his eyes trying to block out everything and that’s when he heard it, a gunshot. Kibum’s head snapped over to Kevin worried that his father shot him, Kevin and his father fell to the floor and Kibum ran to them trying to pull Kevin when a cop pulled him back and tried calming him down. He didn’t notice when he started crying but he was so glad when he saw Kevin scramble away from his dad pulling his pants up as the gun lay there unfired on the floor. The cops shot his father’s right shoulder to get him to let go of Kevin, he curled up in a corner and screamed hysterically whenever a cop tried to come near him. Head buried in his hands he sobbed loudly, he was so scared and hurt, the cut on his arm was burning, his wrist felt like it’d been shattered all over again and he still had blood dripping from his entrance. Everything hurt so badly.
“I..I can get through to him. Please.”
“Who are you?”
“His boyfriend.” The cops hesitantly let Kibum get to Kevin, he crouched down next to him and gently touched his cheek and frowned when Kevin flinched.
“Vinny, baby it’s me.”
“Ki..Kibum…” Kibum tried to go near Kevin but he was swatted away.
“Don..don’t look at m-me..I’m d-dirty.”
“You’re my beautiful angel Kevin, please let me help you.” Kevin looked at Kibum with wide eyes and allowed himself to be picked up by Kibum and taken the ambulance. Kibum kissed Kevin softly on the lips while they rode to the hospital.
“I love you Kevin.”
“Really?”
“More than anything, please say you’ll be mine?”
“I…I will.” Kevin smiled fondly at Kibum, maybe things could get better for even him. He sighed and fell asleep in the hospital after he got his stitches and his wrist snapped back into place. Everything still hurt and sleep seemed like the only escape he could have from it all.
Kevin woke up in the morning to find Kibum sleeping next to him in the hospital chair, he smiled and made to move but couldn’t, his body felt like it was on fire! Kibum woke up when he heard Kevin whimper though.
“Good morning angel.”
“Morning” Kibum placed a soft kiss to Kevin’s lips.
“Where…is he?”
“Jail.”
“How long?”
“3 years.”
“What’s going to happen to me, I’m still a minor.”
“You’re coming to live with me.”
“What!?”
“It’s all be sorted out, HyungJun is moving your stuff to our house now.”
“Kibum…thank you.”
“Kevin I promise nothing bad will happen to you anymore ok? I love you sweet heart.”
~*A year later*~
Kevin was back to his old self, smiling brightly, his grades were up in school, he wasn’t as skinny as before but still had a pretty small frame. Everyone noticed the Kevin that had started High School was with them again their senior year, and they also noticed the newest, most disgustingly cute PDA couple Kemaru. Everything was going really well for Kevin and Kibum, and he couldn’t be happier, well he thought he couldn’t until he was told that the article his dad showed him was in fact phony, and his brother was very much alive with three kids. They met up every couple of months to catch up and Kevin explained what had happened over the years with his father causing his brother to break out into tears for not being there for him. He was very grateful to Kibum and HyungJun for taking care of Kevin, and Kevin was extremely happy to always be with Kibum.
After all the shit that he’d put up with, Kevin finally found his happily ever after.
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Sorry the ending sucked, sorry this sucked ^^;; hehe I tried hope you like it or can at least tolerate it :3