“Hey Kevin.”
“Kibum hi, it’s so late there why are you calling?”
“I want to break up.”
“Wh-what?”
“This new kid, I like him a lot. He wouldn’t leave me for two months.”
“Kibum, you can’t be serious. You barely know him, I thought…I thought you loved me.”
“I just wanted sex Kevin.”
“Wha…what…” Kevin felt his heart breaking, what? He was losing the love of his life to this, this new kid. He knew Kibum didn’t mean it, this was just a joke right? A dream! Oh yeah a bad dream. Wait, maybe Kibum did wait until Kevin left the states to break up with him! It makes perfect sense! He wouldn’t have to deal with Kevin, hell if Kibum wanted he could hang up right now and not bother with Kevin ever again, and he could leave the group before Kevin got back.
“Kibum I love you.”
“Yeah well, sometimes it’s not enough Kevin.”
“Please, can’t you…wait until I get back?” Kevin started sobbing, he clutched at his heart feeling like it was about to explode right out of his chest. His breath was coming out in short gasps as he tried to convince Kibum to stay with him.
“Kibum, please I love you I love you I love you!”
“Stop this Kevin, you’re only going to end up hurting yourself more.” Kevin sobbed harder, he knew Kibum was right, and Kevin hated it. He hated how this was so easy for Kibum, he hated how much he gave so much Kibum, how much he absolutely adored him. Kevin hated how he knew that if Kibum came crawling back he’d take him back in a heartbeat.
“It’s over Kevin, I’d say I’m sorry but that would be a lie.” Kibum hung up the phone and Kevin threw his across the room. Eli came running into his room and looked at the state of his best friend.
“Kevin!” Kevin started coughing up blood, his throat was dry and split from all the crying and screaming he had started doing. All throughout the house Kevin’s screams and Eli’s calling of Kevin’s name could be heard. Kevin started shaking violently.
“He, left me for…..new kid….Eli…can’t….bre---“ Kevin’s pupils dilated and his blood froze. So this is what death is like, he felt everything slipping from him but he kept hearing Eli calling his name and shaking him, his limp body fell off the bed.
Kevin jolted awake and found himself being held in Eli’s arms, he was rubbing his arms soothingly trying to wake up the boy who was having a nightmare.
“Kevin, Kevin sweetie you have to wake up.”
“Eli!” Kevin grabbed the front of Eli’s shirt and pulled him close crying, oh thank God it was just a dream. Kibum hadn’t let him, he needed to get home now, Kevin looked at the clock and then back at Eli. His breathing was still off and he was still sobbing, Eli kissed his forehead and held him tighter against his chest. Poor Kevin, his nightmares started the first night away from Kibum but he said they weren’t that bad. The more time spent away from Kibum the worse they get? Of course Kevin always had someone to sleep with, so if he woke up from a mild nightmare he’d see Kibum there sleeping peacefully. Eli placed Kevin on the bed and grabbed his cell phone dialing Kibum’s number. It should be around noon there.
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“I like you Kibum.” Kiseop was looking Kibum directly in the eye blushing hard. His hands were clasped together in his lap as he sat across from Kibum. He had a lot to talk to Wobin about, but he was sure that after the few short weeks spent with U-kiss he liked Kibum, a lot. They had so much in common, they got along better than him and Wobin did, and Kiseop was finally ready to admit that his and Wobin’s relationship , no matter how hard he tried not to believe, was going to end itself anyways or just end up destroying them both.
Kibum didn’t know what had come over Kiseop, or himself. His palms got sweaty, his heart raced just a bit faster, his breath hitched and before he knew it he was leaning in to kiss Kiseop when his phone rang again. It’d been about two hours or so since he’d talked to Kevin, why was he calling again? Wasn’t it time for him to be asleep or something? Oh Shit. Did Kevin have a nightmare?
“I…need to take this.” Kiseop only nodded and walked out when Kibum picked up his phone.
“Kevin?”
“Eli”
“Hi Eli.”
“Kevin had a nightmare, here talk to him.” Eli handed the phone to Kevin and kissed his forehead, he was going to go get him some water and let the people who were now awake know that Kevin was ok.
“Ki…kibum.” Kevin’s voice was still shaky and Kibum felt a part of his heart break.
“Kevin, are you ok?”
“Ye-yeah..”
“What was it about this time baby?”
“You…left me…for the new member.” Kibum’s eyes widened and he could have sworn his heart stopped. Kevin wasn’t even here, and he still felt like something could happen with the new kid. Kibum couldn’t help but get a little angry that Kevin would think that of him, even if it was a dream. He shook his anger off, now was not the time to be mad at Kevin especially when it was kind of true. He liked Kiseop, he did, it was all so confusing right now.
“Baby, I wouldn’t I love you.”
“I..love..you too Kibum.”
“Kevin, please stop crying.”
“S-sorry.” After a few minutes of silence Kevin finally sighed and lay back down in his bed.
“I’m fine now Hyung.”
“You sure?”
“Yeah.”
“Think you can still last the month apart?”
“I can only try..”
“I love you so much Kevin.”
“I love you too.”
“Get some sleep goodnight baby.”
“Night” Kevin hung up the phone and curled back up in his bed to sleep. Kibum was still his!
Kibum sighed and hung up lying on his back arms coming to cover his eyes. Oh this was some deep shit he was getting himself into. He had Kevin, beautiful sweet, long time relationship Kevin, who was loyal. But on the other hand, he had hot, new, exciting Kiseop, who had the sexiest body ever. He has a lot of common interests with Kiseop and history with Kevin. Maybe it was time for a fresh new start? Well he’d give it a month, a test just to see if it’s good for both of them. No harm in that right? Kibum looked at the clock, he’d be sitting here for over an hour? He got a text from Eli saying Kevin was fast asleep now and not to worry, he smiled and replied with a small thanks. He felt a lot better knowing his angel was sleeping again. Kibum opened his door and was heading into the living room to find Kiseop when he saw Kiseop cuddled on the couch with someone lying on his chest.
Kiseop ran soothing fingers through Wobin’s hair and sighed, he called him over because they needed to talk. Their relationship wasn’t going anywhere but it wasn’t really getting bad, kind of just sitting there like drift wood.
“So you want to break up Hyung?”
“Wobin…” Wobin turned and looked Kiseop in the eye and only smiled.
“We both know we weren’t meant for each other like this. We make really good friends Kiseop.”
“I know, I’m sorry for it still. This relationship didn’t ruin our friendship did it?” Wobin scooted up and kissed Kiseop on the lips softly before getting off him completely.
“Not at all Hyung. You know I care about you but it’s always been platonic.” Kiseop smiled and pulled Wobin back for a hug, he really did love him but it wasn’t the kind he’d want for a relationship, and he was more than grateful that Wobin felt the same and it was a clean split. Kibum smiled and walked into the living room and bowed his greetings. So this was Kiseop’s boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend, and for some reason that knowledge made Kibum happy, things were going to get interesting.
The boys sat and talked for awhile and Kiseop walked Wobin out the door and to his car. Small hugs and kisses were exchanged and everything went really well. Kiseop walked back up to the dorm and closed the door behind him. Kibum stood there and smiled walking closer to Kiseop to give him a hug, but Kiseop had other ideas. He quickly pinned Kibum against the wall and kissed him hard. Swiping his tongue over Kibum’s bottom lip to get entrance that was granted, Kiseop pushed his tongue in and twinned it around Kibum’s. It was hard and dominating at first but calmed down and seemed more like an exploration. Kiseop pulled back for air and let go of a blushing Kibum and smiled blushing as well.
“S-sorry.”
“It…was nice”
“Really!” Kibum chuckled and pulled Kiseop in for another soft kiss.
“This is going really fast, so we should slow down and try it out for a month or so before telling any of the members ok?” Kiseop only nodded and kissed Kibum again before planting butterfly kisses all around his neck.
“Thank you Kibum”
“You’re really too cute.”
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~*3 days later, last day in Washington*~
Eli woke up and checked his clock, 6am, what the hell was Alexander doing calling him at 6am!? Oh. Right it’s nearly 9pm there. He sighed and answered his phone.
“Hey baby.”
“Did I wake you?”
“Mmmhmm”
“Oh my god! I’m so sorry Eli! Don’t be mad please baby.” Eli chuckled softly, Xander was too cute.
“What did you need baby?”
“I just missed you. See I was walking home from picking up food, and I saw this pigeon! And it looked like you and I started to feel sad so I stopped walking and sat on the curb watching the pigeon and I cried! But then I felt better when the pigeon came and sat on my knee, but then I got scared cause more pigeons came and I realized they just wanted my food. So I took off crying again but I stopped in this park and decided to call you.”
“Xander its nearly 9pm there get your ass back inside!”
“Hmph. It’s nice to know you miss me too.”
“Baby, you know I do! Every time I see a monkey I think of you. And monkeys were my favorite animal when I was little so I have a lot of them all around my room. It is just torture.” Alexander let out a loud laugh, and Eli smiled he really did miss Alexander and it’s been nearly two days since they last talked.
“Please get inside before you get kidnapped ok? I love you baby, I’ll text you when I get up.”
“But I might be asleep by then!” Eli could just tell that he was pouting. “But I will, I love you Eli the most handsome pigeon boy ever!”
“Love you too my little monkey. Good night Alexander, I love you.”
“So mushy! I love you too Eli.” Eli hung up first because if he didn’t then they’d never get off the phone. Eli looked down when he felt something move, Kevin was starting to wake up? Eli slept with Kevin ever since he had that nightmare a few days ago, and he hadn’t really had one since. So Kevin just needed someone to sleep with? Maybe it was being alone that triggered them, he doesn’t know why no one ever took Kevin to get analyzed for his nightmares, because well they were repetitive and kind of scary. Hearing Kevin scream bloody murder in his sleep and he never told anyone but Kibum what his dreams were of, and it was only sometimes he’d tell him that too.
Kevin woke up and felt warm all over, he smiled at up Eli and snuggled closer, he was just too warm to leave.
“Time?”
“6:30”
“mm”
“Let’s get up.”
“No, warm, so warm.” Kevin curled closer to Eli, who was forced (not that he minded anyways really) to wrap his arms around Kevin and hold him closer.
“You talk to Xander hyung?”
“Yeah, he saw a pigeon that reminded him of me and missed me.” Kevin laughed softly and snuggled closer to Eli, he didn’t know why but he was really really cold.
“Kevin. Are you ok?”
“Yeah, just..cold” Kevin let out a small yelp when Eli suddenly pulled him on top of him. Kevin flushed a bit, him and Eli were close but Eli never let Kevin lay on top of him like this. He blushed more and tried to move away when Eli leaned up.
“Wh-what are you doing?” Eli ignored Kevin’s question and cupped the back of his head pulling him down. He placed his lips to Kevin’s forehead and left them there before letting his head go and flipping their positions so he was on top of Kevin with his arms on either side of his head. Kevin was blushing more and looked away from Eli who was staring at him, he felt so small under Eli and he didn’t know why but he began trembling.
“E-Eli….” Eli leaned down, and again placed his lips on Kevin’s forehead, then his cheeks.
“Fever.”
“What?”
“You have a fever.” Eli got up and helped Kevin sit up. “Do you feel ok?”
“I feel fine.”
“Wait here I’m going to go get the thermometer stay here.” Kevin felt fine though, maybe Eli was the cold one, or maybe it was from all the blushing he did. Kevin threw the blankets off and stood up and took a step only to have the room start spinning, the next thing he knew he was on the floor breathing hard. He tried getting up but his body felt so heavy, he sighed and even that started hurting.
“E-Eli..” he whimpered barely getting his voice above a whisper. Eli came back in the room and gasped when he saw Kevin lying on the floor, he put the medicine on the dresser and picked Kevin up, and he seemed lighter than usual. Eli laid Kevin down on the bed and covered him again and took his temperature, 103 degrees.
“Shit, Kevin we have to get you to a hospital.”
“N-no, I’m fine.”
“Kevin your 103 degrees, come on don’t be stubborn.”
“Maybe I’m that hot because of all these blankets, I’m fine Eli I don’t want to go!” Eli took a step back shocked, Kevin never really yelled at anyone before, Kevin looked just as surprised as Eli did.
“Please…just get some ice or someth---“ Kevin jumped off the bed and ran into the bathroom and began to vomit violently. This happened about a week after they came to the states, but Kevin decided to keep it to himself, but he couldn’t hide it any longer. Eli knew this had to have happened before when Kevin was vomiting blood, did he have anything in his stomach? He called his mom to watch Kevin and he ran to get his phone to call Kibum. Kibum didn’t pick up his phone, so he called Alexander.
“Hey Eli” Alexander seemed sleepy, it was, oh fuck it was around midnight there.
“Sorry, is Kibum ok?”
“Yeah, why?”
“He didn’t pick up his phone, Kevin’s vomiting blood.”
“WHAT?”
“I don’t know, he has a high fever and just started vomiting. I’m worried Xander.”
“I’ll go get Kibum.” Eli heard shuffling of bed sheets and started to feel really bad for waking Alexander up, he heard the door open and close. Alexander was walking to Kevin and Kibum’s room, there was a gasp.
“I’ll call you back Eli. Kibum is…busy.” Alexander hung up and Eli was going to call him back until he heard his mom scream. Oh shit.
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I found inspiration!!! What is Kibum doing? What’s wrong with Kevin?!
Buwahahah only I know, you will find out soon…MAYBE >:] I could be mean and not post for a week we’ll see how I feel :]