U-kiss Come back again Chapter 12 part 2
The doctor came in around 8:30pm.
“Well, there is good news for your friend. He has a Mallory-Weiss tear.”
“What’s that?”
“They are usually caused by forceful or long-term vomiting or coughing. They may also be caused by epileptic convulsions. How long has he been vomiting?”
“About…three weeks?” Kevin said slightly unsure.
“Were they forced?”
“No, I have bad nightmares sometimes.”
“We’ll, we will get you on a medication to help with the healing process, but your throat should heal on its own if you don’t aggravate it. No singing, yelling, screaming or eating anything sharp for a couple of weeks ok?” Kevin nodded and thanked the doctor, he could go home now finally! We’ll on a plane to his home then he could relax. They said their goodbyes to Eli’s family and hopped on a plane to San Francisco to meet Kevin’s, Eli called Alexander on the way to the airport and let them know that Kevin was fine and he just needed to rest his vocals for a few weeks. While waiting for boarding Eli stood up and pulled Kevin up from his seat into a tight hug.
“I’m so glad your okay!”
“Eli, you’re so dorky, but thank you.”
“You have no idea how badly you make all of us worry Kevin!”
“I’m sorry.” Oh shit, that didn’t come out like it should have.
“I didn’t mean it like that Kevin.”
“I know but, since I’ve joined this group I’ve done nothing but cause trouble for you all.”
“Kevin, you know we don’t think of you like that, we all love you so much.” Eli kissed Kevin’s cheek softly and brushed away the tears that were starting to form. “You’re our family Kevin.”
Kevin buried his face in Eli’s shoulder and cried softly, he’s never been happier in his life than he has with U-kiss. Kibum was back in his life, he had members who genuinely cared for him, and no one was leaving the company and leaving him alone again. And in a few hours he’d be with his family again.
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“Ki-Kiseop.” Kibum all but moaned his name, and Kiseop just smirked while he continued to bob his head up and down on Kibum. Kibum was squirming, he wasn’t going to last much longer, Kiseop was just too good at this, what did he have classes in high school for giving head?
“I can’t.. Kiseop!” Kibum came into Kiseop’s awaiting mouth and smiled through half lidded eyes as Kiseop swallowed and pulled his boxers back on.
“You shouldn’t have argued so much.”
“Isn’t it going a big fast though?”
“Well, sort of but, who cares?”
“I might.”
“Kibum, are you a virgin?”
“No. You?”
“No.” Kibum chuckled softly and pulled Kiseop to him and kissed him softly on the lips.
“I still want to go slow, make sure this is right before we jump into anything.” Kiseop blushed and placed a soft kiss on Kibum’s lips and smiled against him when he returned it.
“We should get out of bed, it’s time to start cooking dinner.” Kibum pulled Kiseop into his lap and held him tightly kissing his neck repeatedly and snuggling into his shoulder.
“I want to cuddle.”
“Kibum..”
“I really like you.” Kiseop blushed and wriggled his way away from Kibum.
“Dinner!” Kiseop ran out of the room and saw Soohyun and Dongho, who thankfully made up and started to cook, so he started to help. Kibum walked out of the room only to be shoved back in by Alexander.
“What is it Hyung?”
“Well, your boyfriend Kevin, is fine. He got released from the hospital, he had some rip in his throat from vomiting that started with the consecutive nightmares that happened after he left Korea. They started when he was away from you. Kibum you need to stop this, Kevin loves you so much and you’re blowing it on someone you like? You freaked out when Kevin was involved with someone while you were broken up. You can’t do this to him!”
“It’s none of your business ok? Look, Hyung I like Kiseop a lot. I know I shouldn’t have started anything but I have more in common with him than I do Kevin.”
“Listen to yourself! Kiseop’s a great guy I’ll admit, but you’ve barely know him Kibum. You spent years with Kevin.”
“Yeah, years I’m only 21 I don’t want to be tied down.”
“Wow, I hope you have fun explaining it to Kevin that you cheated on him and are now dumping him.”
“I’m not dumping him.”
“So you’re leaving Kiseop?”
“Nope.”
“What the fuck Kibum!?”
“Hyung, I’m sorry ok? I’m confused.”
“Figure it out, fast.” Alexander walked into the kitchen and helped with making dinner. Kiseop didn’t know that the other members knew of his relationship with Kibum so he still tried to keep it secret. The day went relatively slow of Kibum, him and Kiseop would sneak away to be together, he’d get calls from Kevin every so often, saying he’d be home in two weeks. Two weeks turned into a few days, and a few days turned into a few hours.
Eli and Kevin entered the dorm, the manager had picked them up. Eli ran straight into Alexander’s arms and pulled him close, kissing him endlessly all over.
“Monkey! I missed you so much, so so much!”
“I missed you too Eli, Kevin! How are you feeling?”
“I’m good Hyung, thank you for caring, sorry for worrying all of you…again.”
“Don’t be silly, come here!” Soohyun sang while pulling Kevin and Dongho into a small group hug. Kevin laughed softly when Alexander and Eli joined in and as soon as he was free.
“Where’s Kibum and the new member?”
“Kiseop, is with his family and he’ll be coming back tomorrow. Kibum is in your room, he took a nap and should be getting up now.” Kevin smiled and put his bags down, gave a small bow and sprinted to his room. Everyone let out a sigh and looked uneasy at each other, they wondered if Kibum would finally tell Kevin, or if he already broke things off with Kiseop and that’s why he decided to be out for the day.
Kevin opened the door and Kibum was putting his shirt on, he turned around when he heard the door open and his mouth opened slightly. Kevin was home.
“Kevin..”
“Kibum…” Kibum finished putting on his shirt and walked over to Kevin pulling him close and kissing his cheeks repeatedly before kissing his lips softly and holding them there until they both parted to breathe. Kevin was blushing hard and he grabbed Kibum’s hand.
“I missed you.”
“I missed you too.” Kibum pulled Kevin into his arms and hugged him tight before moving to their bed and laying down with Kevin’s back resting against his chest, his head on Kibum’s shoulder. Kibum wrapped his arms around Kevin, and the latter put his hands over Kibum’s making him hold tighter.
“How are you feeling?”
“I’m ok now.”
“Why didn’t you call me when you first started having nightmares and got sick Kevin?”
“It happened before, I didn’t think anything of it.” Kibum sighed, his eyes were starting to water.
“I love you Kevin.” Kevin turned around in Kibum’s arms and kissed him lightly on the lips brushing away the tears.
“Kibum…make love to me.” Kibum’s breath hitched. He couldn’t, he could barely stand holding Kevin because he didn’t deserve it. After seeing again after two months he started feeling extremely guilty for what he did, but he still really liked Kiseop. He only nodded and flipped their positions.
“I love you Kevin, don’t ever forget that.”
“I love you to Kibum.” Kevin smiled sweetly at him. Kibum’s heart just broke.
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“Do you know if he told Kiseop?”
“Nope.”
“He didn’t or you don’t know?”
“He doesn’t know Eli.” Soohyun said while walking back into the living room with small snacks, Dongho behind him with drinks.
“I want to meet him, before Kevin does.” Dongho started texting Kiseop and nodded at Soohyun. They all got up and got dressed leaving a note on the table for Kibum and Kevin to read when they got out of the room. They went to the park and they’d be back soon.
“Hi I’m Kiseop!” Kiseop shook hands with Eli, they weren’t kidding Kiseop really was gorgeous.
“Eli, how do you like U-kiss so far?”
“It’s really great, everyone’s been really nice to me, I like it.”
“Well that’s good, I’m sorry I couldn’t be here when you first came. (Yeah I bet a certain someone is treating you EXTRA nice.)” Eli couldn’t help his thoughts, it wasn’t Kiseop’s fault because he didn’t know either, but he still felt bitter. Thankfully though it didn’t show.
“So you’re Alexander Hyung’s boyfriend?” Eli smiled happily and pulled Alexander closer to him for a small kiss and nodded.
“I love him!” Alexander blushed and hit Eli playfully on the chest. Dongho ran over to the swings and Soohyun followed to push him. They spent a few hours in the park and were on their way home. Kibum already told Kevin not to mention relationships around Kiseop, he was still getting used to them and he’d feel a bit left out if he knew everyone was already in a couple. Kevin agreed saying that it made sense and he didn’t want to hurt Kiseop’s feelings. Poor Kevin.
The meeting between Kevin and Kiseop went smooth, they didn’t seem to notice how everyone was walking on egg shells. During dinner Kibum was seated in between Kiseop and Kevin, a form of punishment only he and the other members excluding the two he was sitting next to knew about. Kibum was in deep shit and had to fix it now or wait until it explodes. But for now everything seemed to favor Kibum.
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After dinner Alexander pulled Eli into their room, once the door was closed he was attacking Eli’s mouth with his own. Eli was taken by surprise but quickly took control of the kiss and pinned Alexander against the wall, swiping his tongue over Alexander’s bottom lip asking for entrance which Alexander gave readily. He slipped is tongue in slowly and drew Alexander’s into his mouth to suck on it softly pulling a moan from the latter. The kiss was slow and passionate and seemed to go on forever but unfortunately they are human and needed to breathe so they broke apart.
“Welcome home.”
“Hah, if you’re going to be like this every time I leave I think I’ll do it more often.” Alexander whimpered.
“Please don’t, the two months without you were pure hell, even without all the Kibum drama I still wouldn’t like it.” Eli kissed the small pout away from Alexander and chuckled softly. He didn’t think he could go another two months without Alexander, he was ready to come home after the first few hours of being away.
“Eli…”
“Yeah baby” Alexander pulled Eli over to the bed and laid him down and lay next to him snuggling close.
“This whole thing with Kibum and Kevin, made me realize how much I love you. Well how much more I do.”
“I love you too Alexander, and I guess their drama made me realize it too.” Alexander was playing with the hem of Eli’s shirt and started blushing hard.
“I..want to..give myself to you.” Alexander whispered out the last part but Eli heard it well enough to chuckle softly and blush as well, he pulled Alexander closer and kissed his forehead.
“Are you sure?”
“Positive.”
“You don’t have too, I won’t cheat on you even if we don’t.”
“I know, but, I really want to Eli. I’m ready, please?” Eli kissed him softly on the lips and crawled on top of him with his elbows on either side of Xander’s head and kissed him softly again.
“Of course, I love you.”
“I love you too!”
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The next couple of weeks went by smoothly for the members of U-kiss, all but Kibum that is. It was hard having two different relationships in the same house hold. Kiseop was starting to get jealous that Kevin got to sleep in the same bed as his boyfriend and wanted a room change. Kibum insisted it was best Kevin stay with him with all his nightmares and stuff. But Kiseop would continue to argue that he could curl up with Soohyun and Dongho if he needed to because he curled up with Eli in the states. Kibum stopped worrying when Kiseop was quiet for a few days but one day at dinner he started to panic.
Kiseop was sitting next to Eli and Soohyun who were next to their boyfriends while Kibum and Kevin sat next to each other. Kibum was feeding Kevin every so often, and that set Kiseop off.
“Kevin.”
“Yeah Kiseop?”
“I was wondering, could we switch rooms?”
“Uhm. You want your own room?”
“No. I want to share with Kibum.” Everyone at the table noticeably stiffened, and that left Kiseop and Kevin both confused but Kevin ignored it and decided to continue their conversation. It was about time Kiseop knew him and Kibum were dating.
“That wouldn’t be a problem if Kibum was your boyfriend, but he’s mine.”
“He…Kevin your close friendship with Kibum must have made you confused, he’s been my boyfriend for a month now.”
“Maybe you’re the one who’s confused. Kibum’s been mine for years.” Kiseop and Kevin both looked at Kibum who only paled.
“Kibum…”
“I’m sorry.” Kibum stood up as did Kevin and Kiseop.
“What?” They said in unison and looked at each other with a small glare then back at Kibum.
“Kevin’s been my boyfriend for years…I’ve been Kiseop’s for a month now.” Kevin fell back on his seat and Kiseop just looked at Kibum is disbelief.
“You cheated on Kevin with me?” Kibum only nodded.
“I’m sorry Kevin.” Kevin looked at Kiseop without a single emotion on his face.
“You didn’t know? How could you not know?”
“Kibum told me he was single.” Kevin chuckled. He was laughing? Kevin looked around the room and seen everyone’s eyes on him.
“Did you fuck him?”
“Yeah.”
“Where?”
“Ou-our bed.” Kevin stood up again and looked at everyone who was still stiff and slightly paled.
“Who knew.” Everyone but Kiseop looked down, they all knew and didn’t tell him Kibum already had a boyfriend? He wouldn’t have gone after Kibum if he knew that, damn Kibum for lying to him, damn everyone for lying to him.
“You didn’t tell Kiseop? You didn’t stop Kibum?” Kevin’s voice was cracking slightly and he started trembling. Kibum tried to hold Kevin who only slapped his hand away, and then slapped him across the face. Kibum looked at Kevin with wide eyes, he deserved it, but he didn’t expect it.
“Why didn’t you tell me? Eli you knew too?”
“You’re health wasn’t good Kevin. We didn’t want to lose you.” Kevin was laughing harder now as tears started to fall in generous amounts.
“I’m sorry Kevin, if I knew I ----“Kiseop began but was cut off when Kevin put his hand up.
“It’s not your fault Kiseop, I hope we can still be friends.” Kiseop only nodded, Kevin walked to his room and slammed the door shut, locking it.
“Soohyun Hyung is it ok to leave him in there like that?” Dongho asked his eyes not leaving the hall way leading to the rooms, Soohyun pulled Dongho to him and sighed looking at Kibum hoping for an answer.
“He’s got nothing in there. He’ll be fine.”
Everyone sat there in silence for a few minutes, Kiseop was looking into his lap not saying a word crying silently to himself. Kibum was staring at Kevin’s seat feeling like shit. He hurt Kevin, Kiseop, and got Kevin mad at every other member, he really was a douche bag. Everyone but Kiseop stood up when they heard the door to Kevin’s room open and close, Kevin came out with suitcases. He was leaving?
“I quit.”
“What?”
“You heard me, I quit!”
“Kevin, I’m sorry, you…can’t we just talk about this?”
“What’s there to talk about Kibum? Huh? Tell me what there is to talk about!”
“Please don’t leave us Hyung.” Dongho was hiding behind Soohyun Kevin was scary when he got mad, it was even scarier because it rarely ever happened.
“Kevin, don’t hurt the group. It wouldn’t be fair, yeah they all fucked up but they worked really hard to make it.” Kiseop walked over to Kevin, he was really the only one who could approach Kevin without having fear of getting his head ripped off. Kevin surprised everyone when he gave Kiseop a hug and cried softly into his shoulder.
“I can’t do this anymore.” Kiseop pulled back and brushed Kevin’s tears away, he felt really bad. He didn’t know but he still felt bad, Kevin and Kibum had been dating for years and he came into the group for less than a month and fucked it up for them.
“Kevin..” Kevin stepped back from Kiseop and glared hard at Kibum. The latter looked away and sighed, he then stared Kevin directly in the eye.
“It’s bad right now, but we can work this out. Everyone together. Please don’t leave, Kevin I love---“
“Love me? You’re really going to fucking say you love me Kibum? What do you take me for? I leave for two months Kibum, call you every day, text you every day. You tell me you love me all while you’re fucking him? Kibum I, I can’t. I hate you! I hate you Kibum!” Kevin ran out of the dorm leaving his suit cases and just bolting. Kibum was going to go after him but was pulled back by Kiseop, when he turned to face him he was greeted with another, harder, smack to his face.
“You’re a dumb ass for doing that, you should have just told me Kibum. I can’t say I hate you, because you didn’t hurt me as much as you did Kevin. As for the rest of you, how could you keep it from me? How could you keep it from Kevin? You knew that nothing good would come from this. You’ve been together for years you should know Kibum wouldn’t make such a big decision on his own. I have no right to say any of this because I haven’t been here long enough, but it doesn’t make what you did right.” Kiseop walked into his room and closed the door locking it after he popped his head out one more time. “I suggest you go find Kevin, everyone but Kibum. He doesn’t want to see you right now. I’m not quitting and I don’t think Kevin will either but, go find him. He’s vulnerable.”
Kevin was running down the streets of Seoul, he didn’t know where he was going or how he had kept running so long. All he knew is he was away from the dorm and the sun had set. He was alone in the dark, not knowing where he was without his cell phone or a jacket. His eyes were blurry with tears and his feet couldn’t carry him any longer. He ended up sitting in some deserted ally way to rest for a bit. His breathing was stressed and hard, and it didn’t help that he kept hearing noises.
“Well what do we have here?” Kevin turned to the voice and he started to back up in fear of the two men, who weren’t very big but a lot bigger and more muscular than him approached. He ended up backing himself into a corner. Fuck.
“Such a pretty boy.”
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See me and cliff hangers, we’re married so I have to use them a lot! Please don’t kill me D: please? -hides behind a big indestructible rock- :3 I love you all?