Title: Tear stained bullets, (Sequel to tear stained burns)
Pairing: Kibum/Kevin
Rating: R (Smut, Violence, Language, Toys, Restraints, Rape, incest )
Warnings: Character death!
Other things: Kevin tops!
2 years later
Kevin was dreading this day for three long years. He was in his freshman year of college, not yet free to be on his own(1). He lived in a small dorm room with Kibum and HyungJun a few blocks away from the college. He was happy the past three years with his father locked up after all the abuse he suffered. He was still happily in love with Kibum, nothing and no one could come in between them. Well that's what Kevin thought until his dad filed for custody rights over Kevin, and that fight he happened to win.
"They can't just put you back with that psychopath again Kevin!" Kibum screamed, he didn't want Kevin to leave in the first place but the fact that he was going back with his father was a totally different issue.
"Kibum, they already did. If i don't go with him then they're going to assume you're holding me captive. I have to leave. Kibum I don't want to I'm so scared, they said he's changed but..I'm to scared to find out." Kibum pulled Kevin close and kissed him softly on the lips before sighing and helping him take his things downstairs to the waiting cab.
"I made you a key, for the house." Kibum smiled and took the key from Kevin and placed it in his pocket. He felt a smidge better now. "If I don't show up for classes for like a week or something come check on me, even if I call you and tell you not to come just don't listen to me."
"Lets make a safe word. If something is happening and your dad is there and you can't control what you say."
"Give Mrs.Park my homework."
"Why is it that?"
"Because she's our dance teacher, it should be pretty obvious that she can't give us any assignments."
"I love you Kibum."
"I love you too Vinny."
Kevin climbed in the cab, Kibum gave him a soft kiss through the open window and they drove off to his new house. Thankfully the house was close to his school and even closer to Kibum's house. Kevin sighed when he looked up at the house. It was a small ranch style house, upstairs plus an attic and a basement that had a cellar door outside. It looked nice and peaceful on the outside and call Kevin crazy but this was the same type of house that most murders took place. He shuddered at the thought and swallowed the giant lump in his throat when he saw his dad standing in front of the door waving and smiling at him.
"Kevin! You're finally here!" Kevin walked up to his dad and flinched when he grabbed him for a hug. His dad frowned when he felt Kevin flinch and took a step back sighing, he had a lot to do for Kevin to trust him again. He missed him so much while in prison.
"I'm sorry for hurting you Kevin, I should have been protecting you. I haven't had a violent outbreak in two years and I'm going to prove to you I can be a good father." Kevin only nodded, he wanted to believe it was true but he couldn't, not just yet. His father gave him a small tour of the house and showed him where his room was, and gave him strict instructions not to go into the basement.
"There's broken glass and wood and nails scattered all around there. I'm going to slowly fix it up and turn it into your own little private place to hang out with your friends instead of always being in your room. It's a lot bigger than your room too so you can have a party down there sometime!" Kevin smiled at his father, the first smile since he got there and the first genuine one to his father in 15 years. Kevin went into his room and started to unpack his things, he let out a gasp when he turned around and saw Kibum standing in his door way.
"Kibum!" Kibum laughed softly and strode over to Kevin picking him up and kissing him lightly on the lips. Kevin wrapped his arms around Kibum's neck and rested his forehead on his shoulder sighing happily, he didn't know his dad invited Kibum over.
"Hi baby" Kevin nuzzled his head into Kibum's shoulder.
"The place is nice."
"It is."
"You ok Vin?"
"Worried...Thank you for coming."
"Your dad said you might be scared so he asked me to come stay the night with you. I hate to admit it Kevin but it seems like he genuinely changed. It makes me feel a little better about you leaving." Kevin sighed and sat on his bed patting next to him for Kibum to sit with him. He sat next to Kevin and pulled him against him again for another kiss, gently sliding his tongue in. Kibum ran his hands through Kevin's hair and gently started fucking Kevin's mouth with his tongue. Kevin moaned softly but pulled back and Kibum sighed putting his head in his hands. They tried having sex before but Kevin either couldn't get hard or would freak out, and Kibum wasn't getting that satisfied feeling by playing around anymore.
"Kevin."
"Kibum you know I can't! I'm sorry." Kibum sighed and got off the bed, Kevin blushed when he saw a very noticeable bulge in Kibum's pants.
"I can help you still."
"It won't help Kevin."
"Then just leave me if that's all you want! I'm not enough for you." Kibum walked over to Kevin and placed a soft kiss on his lips. It was hard and annoying for him not to be able to have sex with is boyfriend but he understood why Kevin didn't have any interest. He'd been raped for years by his dad and sex became more of a nightmare than stress relief and pleasure for him.
"I'll see you tomorrow."
"I thought you were staying."
"I can't like this Kevin."
"Fuck me then."
"Kevin."
"No! I don't want to lose you." Kevin stripped and pulled Kibum close to him, both of them now naked he pulled Kibum on top of him and placed Kibum's member at his entrance.
"Kevin, don't do this." Kibum wanted so badly to push into Kevin and fuck him, but he knew it wasn't right even if Kevin was practically forcing him to, he couldn't. He loved Kevin and it wasn't just sex that he wanted. Kevin pushed Kibum onto his back and straddled his lap, putting a hand on Kibum's member and placing it again at his entrance, he slowly lowered himself and started crying.
"Kevin stop.." Kibum moaned when Kevin started lifting himself on his dick, he was so tight. It wasn't Kevin's first time obviously but it was Kibums. Kevin was moaning loudly and stroking his cock but it just never became erect, Kibum just lay there letting Kevin do what he wanted to, as hard as it was he wanted to show Kevin that he didn't want this.
"Move, please."
"I don't want this Kevin." Kevin climbed off slowly to not hurt himself or Kibum and crawled under his blankets and began to sob. Kibum didn't want him anymore? Of course not, he was a dirty slut, and being with his dad again just reminded him of that.
"Kevin, don't cry I love you."
"You won't touch me."
"You don't really want it Vin, I'll wait." Kibum crawled under the covers with Kevin and held him close to his chest while he cried, he didn't want to hurt Kevin. He honestly loved him more than he wanted to have sex with him, he'd wait for as long as Kevin needed him to and he'd stay with Kevin for as long as he'd have him. They fell asleep peacefully, but they might not have if they knew Kevin's dad was watching them from his laptop in his room. He set Kevin's room up so he'd have perfect view of every angle of his room, he could zoom in and had surround sound too. The best part of all this? Kevin wouldn't be able to find out, only another two weeks until the basement was done, then he could have his revenge and his little sex toy back. Jail was so fucking boring without him.
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Two weeks later~
Everything was going well for Kevin at home. His dad hadn't had a violent outburst or came home drunk, even if Kevin did something dumb like break a plate he would calmly help him clean it up and make sure he was ok. It was like a dream to Kevin, the father he always wanted he now had, his relationship with Kibum was great still, even after that little sex incident two weeks ago. Everything in one word was perfect.
"Kibum!" Kibum never minded talking to Kevin on the phone, but it was strange for him to call so early when they didn't have classes until noon.
"Yeah Kevin?"
"So my dad found a college that's a little farther than the one we go to now, but it's program for music is so much better! He got me enrolled with a scholarship! So it's practically free! Isn't that great?"
"So, your leaving NHU?"(NH media is their company so i wanted to make it university :3)
"Yeah, I know it is late in the semester and all but still. It's better for me Kibum, aren't you happy?"
"Yeah I am baby. We'll still hang out and stuff right? More maybe since we won't be spending all day together, I'll really miss you." Kibum really didn't want Kevin to transfer Universities, one they were only freshman, it was the middle of the semester and his dad suggested it.
"I'll see what happens when I start classes and stuff. Kibum I'm going to email you the last assignment for Mrs.Park, if I don't turn it in it will still hurt my grade ok?"
"Alright, talk to you later Kevin."
"Bye Kibum, I love you." Kevin hung up and Kibum sighed. He was going to miss Kevin being with him all the time, and they had an assignment for Mrs.Park? He'd ask her next week, he didn't feel like going into class anymore.
Kevin hung up the phone and looked at the floor. Kibum forgot? He forgot the safe word, what was going to happen to him now? His father caressed his cheek and he felt so nasty, he thought he changed but it was just to regain Kevin's trust so he could fuck it up again. Yeah, the basement was furnished alright, with ropes hanging from the ceiling that had cuffs at the end, a machine with a dildo attached to it positioned behind the restraints, which he was now in naked. His father hit him over the head and he blacked out and woke up like this, he was told to call Kibum and tell him he'd been moved to a different university and Kevin thought it was going to be ok until he realized by Kibum's voice that he'd forgotten their safe word. Kevin winced when his dad kissed the back of his head, it was still sore from what ever the fuck his dad used to hit him with.
"Such a good boy." Kevin bit his lip to stifle a moan when his dad started to stroke his cock until it was hard, he hated this but it still felt good, which he hated more.
"So your boyfriend can't get you up, but here you are getting all firm because of your Appa. You're still my slut Kevin." His head shot up, his dad watched him? He, well he wasn't surprised. Kevin couldn't help the loud moan that escaped him when his father was on his knees sucking his cock, he was squirming trying to get away but only managed to get spanked and held in place by a tight grip. His father hollowed out his cheeks and started to bob his head back and forth taking all of Kevin in, he groaned out when he felt the tip of his cock in the back of his father's mouth and nearly cried when he moaned around him sending vibrations up his spine.
"Going...to...Kibum!" He called out Kibum's name as he came into his fathers mouth, when he got off his knees he kissed Kevin hard pouring his own cum into his mouth and forcing him to swallow then slapping him across the face.
"How dare you call his name, you're going to be punished for this Kevin." Kevin moaned when he was stroked into being erect again, his father placed a cock ring on him and a bowl under him to catch any pre-cum that fell. He got behind him and pushed in dry, Kevin yelled loudly, he felt like he was being torn in half and it only got worse when his father started to thrust hard and fast. Kevin started crying, it hurt so much and it only got better when his blood started to act as lube, his father was thrusting harder now that Kevin was slick. He wrapped his hand around Kevin's cock and started to pump it in time with his thrusts, he felt Kevin start to tighten around him and pumped faster he wasn't going to last very much longer. Kevin cried out, his first dry orgasm ripping through him, he was thrashing his head around begging for release only to hear his father laugh and moan when he came inside Kevin's tight walls. He pulled out and Kevin whined when he felt a combination of blood and cum flow out of him and down his legs.
"Who fucked you so good?"
"Kibum." A slap.
"Who!"
"Kim Kibum!" A punch to the stomach.
"You ungrateful little slut."
"Are you mad because Kibum fucked me better than you ever could Appa?"
"You fucking little bitch!" His father pulled the machine with the dildo attached closer and placed it at Kevin's entrance turning it on. It started off slow but his father turned it up to intermediate speed and smiled when Kevin was panting and asking him to take it out. His father, being the kind soul that he is put a different cock ring on Kevin, this one vibrated and he turned it on. The double stimulation was sending Kevin over the edge and he cried out at his second dry orgasm.
"I'll come check on you in two hours to see if you know your place." And he left, he left Kevin with the cock ring vibrating, the machine pounding into his prostrate endlessly and his arms starting to hurt and go cold from being held up so long.
Kevin cried out again, his father finally came back down to check on him just in time to see his 10th dry orgasm. Kevin passed out about an hour and a half ago only to be woken up again by the machine's speed being turned up. He desperately needed release but wouldn't give into his dad no matter what, the bowl that was under him was half filled with precum, he nearly gagged when he saw the satisfied smirk on his fathers face.
"Who do you belong to bitch?"
"Ki...Kibum..."
"Still won't give in?" Kevin was relieved when his arms were brought down, although he was still cuffed. That minor relief went away when his father pulled him away from the machine and bent him over the couch, and started to pound into him mercilessly, he'd rather have the machine fucking him than his father.
He had his way with Kevin three times before asking again, and was starting to get frustrated by Kevin's repeated answer of Kibum. He put Kevin in his previous position and had the machine pounding into him again on the highest speed, the angle making it hit his prostrate dead on.
"I'm leaving you like this for a week, the only thing you'll be eating his your own pre-cum and if I feel nice I'll let you swallow my cum." With a kiss to the lips and a smack of the ass Kevin was left alone again. He wished he could die right now.
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It'd been about a week since Kibum actually saw Kevin. He got text messages saying the new university was great and he's been really busy. Lots of made and canceled plans, Kibum was glad things were going well for Kevin at the new university but it was still so lonely for him to not be able to see Kevin or talk to him like they used to. He walked into Mrs.Park's class, she smiled and began to take roll call.
"Kevin Woo? Aish, really? He's still not coming to class? Does anyone know whats wrong with Kevin?" Kibum just remembered the assignment, and maybe the school didn't inform them that Kevin left.
"Kevin dropped out and goes to a different university."
"According to the school he still goes here, I wonder why he's avoiding this class."
"Mrs.Park, did I ever email you Kevin's assignment?"
"Kibum, this is dance class I never give you assignments." Oh.Shit. Kibum remembered, he grabbed his stuff and ran out the door despite Mrs.Park calling for him. Fuck! How could he have forgotten? Kevin could be dead by now, it's been a whole fucking week! How could he be so fucking stupid, he hopped to God that Kevin was ok or he'd just die. Anything that happened to Kevin was his fault, he ran got in his car and sped to Kevin's house thankfully he didn't get pulled over although he kind of wished he did so he'd have the cops there with him. It was around 3:00pm when he got there, Kevin's dad should still be at work, Kibum opened the door and bolted for Kevin's room but he wasn't there. He looked around the whole house stopping in the kitchen out of breath and distressed. Kevin was nowhere to be found, he decided to check outside but on his way noticed the basement door, oh right! It was being furnished, maybe Kevin was completely fine and just relaxing in there.
Kevin whined, it was too early for his dad to be home yet, he closed his eyes and began to cry again. He was starving, tired, and ready to explode from how badly he needed to cum, he'd been kept on the machine and vibrating cock ring for a week straight, his dad meant it when he said he'd only feed Kevin his cum. Kevin decided today that he'd do anything just to be let go, he was ready to admit defeat when he saw Kibum in front of him wide eyed and in near tears.
"Ki..bum...he-help." Kibum ran over and turned the machine off gently pulling it out of Kevin, pulling Kevin out of the restraints and into his arms. He sat on the couch with a crying and trembling Kevin in his lap and called the cops, he cradled Kevin closer and began whispering sweet nothings in his ear until he calmed down. He fucked up big for forgetting their safe word.
"I'm so sorry, I forgot Kevin, baby are you ok?"
"Kibum..."
"How long were you like this?"
"A...week." Kevin moaned the cock ring was still on and vibrating, he clung to Kibum as he had another dry orgasm. Kibum went to go remove the ring but was stopped by Kevin, he gave him a questioning look, Kevin looked at him through half lidded eyes.
"It, has a sensor...if it gets taken off he'll know..."
"Did he ever take if off you?" Kevin shook his head and Kibum sighed, he kissed Kevin softly on the lips and apologized more. Really he was an idiot for not remembering something so important, he looked at Kevin with concern when he tensed up.
"He's home...Kibum...he's home hide you need to hide!"
"Kevin I'm not leaving you like this, I'm not hiding."
"He always comes down with the gun like he's waiting for you. Kibum hide please." Kibum kissed Kevin once more and did what he said, the cops were on their way anyways. Kevin went to put everything the way it was but before he could get his hands back in the cuffs his dad came down the stairs.
"How did you get out?"
"I lost weight, my wrist slipped through." He smiled when Kevin moaned again and used the table in front of him for support when the machine hit his prostate.
"You were free and didn't take anything off." Kevin smiled and nodded, he was glad when his father put the gun down on top of the TV and went over to sit on the couch that was in front of Kevin like he'd do everyday.
"Appa..." His dad quirked an eye brow, Kevin was coming around? He didn't care, he was going to enjoy this while it lasted.
"Yes?"
"I...I need you Appa..." He felt his cock hardening at how innocent Kevin sounded compared to how he looked, he didn't know it but the boy who was hiding behind the couch was getting hard too.
"Come here." Kevin walked over to his father and sat on his lap, he felt like gagging when he kissed him but knew he had to keep this up to get the gun and the power on his side. He at least had to hold off until the cops got here too.
"Appa, it would be a waste to leave the machine on, but I don't know how to turn it off." Kevin unwillingly moaned when his father started stroking his cock, and thrusting his clothed bulge on Kevin's ass. He put Kevin on the couch squeezing his cock one time before getting up to turn the machine off. As he got up he saw Kibum and turned around to yell at Kevin but was shot as soon as he turned around.
"I hate you! How could you do this to me! You...you're my father, you shouldn't...hurt me like this." Kevin was crying but he still fired off shots, he dropped the gun as soon as it was empty and he collapsed onto the floor, another dry orgasm ripping through him. The cops and EMT's busted into the house and heard the gun shots going off and ran down stairs. Kevin was in Kibum's arms crying and moaning the ring was still on him, Kibum felt sick at how much skinnier Kevin had become.
"Is he ok?"
"He was locked up here for a week, with that on the whole time and this." Kibum pointed to the sex machine and cock ring. The EMT's went to Kevin's dad and announced he was dead, the cops looked at the gun lying on the floor and questioned Kibum.
"He's been raped, over and over for years. His father went to jail three years ago and claimed to be clean so the court gave him his son, my boyfriend, back. It was good for about two weeks, then all of last week he was like this."
"We need to get him checked out and work out the details of his fathers death later." An EMT came over and looked at Kevin who was flushed in the face, still panting, and very sweaty.
"How long has it been since you came?"
"A..week."
"We're going to remove this and let you release ok? Then we have to take you to the hospital to get checked out." The EMT turned the cock ring off and slid it off slowly, Kevin bit into Kibum's shoulder to stifle a moan, the friction was so good. He flinched when the EMT started to stroke him, but he stopped after Kevin made to get away from him.
"Sir, this is slightly dangerous if you don't release."
"H-him, please let him." Kibum looked at the EMT and picked Kevin up when he nodded his ok, he walked up the stairs and into Kevin's room laying him on the bed. He crawled in next to Kevin so that he was facing him and he slowly started to stroke Kevin, the latter only shook his head while moaning.
"I need more. Oh God Kibum it hurts so much." Kibum slide down and gently licked the head before taking it whole. He sucked softly and bobbed his head while his hands worked on what he couldn't fit in his mouth. Kevin's head was thrashing, it felt really good but he couldn't release. He was panting hard it'd been about 15 minutes and still nothing. Kibum got up and continued with his hand his throat was sore.
"Kibum..."
"Want to have sex?"
"I can't it hurts too much back there. Kibum...help me please." He kissed Kevin softly and took his hand in his own making him wrap it around his cock and set a rhythm.
"Touch yourself for awhile." Kevin closed his eyes and only nodded. They sat for about five minutes only listening to Kevin moan, it felt really good but still nothing. He opened his eyes when Kibum stopped his hand and climbed on top of him, he was naked.
"Kibum I told you no."
"Shh, this will help you Kevin. I love you, so much." Kibum took Kevin's cock in his hands,positioning it at his entrance and slowly slid down biting his lip. It hurt a lot, but it was for Kevin so it was worth it, Kevin's breath hitched and he didn't dare move. It was so hot and tight it nearly pulled him over the edge, Kibum started to lift his hips up and drop them down slowly at first getting used to the feel. He started to pick up his pace and Kevin thrust experimentally and that caused him to hit Kibum's prostrate.
"A-again."
"What?"
"Do that again, it felt really good." Kevin thrust again this time harder and had a steady pace. Kibum was above him a moaning mess and he found it very hot seeing the mostly dominant Kibum a mess of moans above him. Kibum fell onto Kevin's chest his energy clearly gone, but neither of them have gotten off, Kevin flipped their positions and started to thrust harder into him. He wrapped a hand around Kibum's cock and started to pump in time with his thrust, oh it felt so fucking good when Kibum's walls started to contract around him and he came. Kevin came deep and hard inside Kibum, his mouth open in a silent scream, still thrusting while Kibum came as well then he collapsed onto him panting hard and crying from release.
"Thank you, fucking hell thank you." Kibum rubbed Kevin's back soothingly and pushed him out gently, he got up and cleaned them both dressing himself and getting some extra clothes into Kevin's abandoned book bag and wrapping Kevin in a blanket while he went down stairs.
"Why don't I have clothes?"
"They're going to make you take them off anyways." Kibum walked down the stairs at to the ambulance and handed Kevin over while he climbed inside, he called HyungJun to come pick them up, he'd get his car later.
Kevin turned out relatively ok physically, but was admitted into the psychiatric care unit for about a month, he was lucky to be an out patient because he got to move back in with Kibum right away.
Two weeks later Kevin was back in school, he was found not guilty on the account of his fathers death, his grades were back where they were and all was well. He was able to have sex again with Kibum, although this time he didn't top.
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~* 4 Years later*~
Kevin and Kibum were graduating, both at the top of their class for their respective professions. Kevin went into Music production while Kibum went into Medicine. It was a really happy day for them, Kevin's brother came to the after party held at their house with close friends and their graduating class.
"I'm glad."
"Hmm, why?"
"We graduated, we're together. Everything is perfect Kibum." Kibum smiled and went up on stage to say a few words to his class.
"It's been a very fun and tough couple of years but we all made it. I'm very thankful it's all over, you all know of the drama that had happened with Kevin and I'm very thankful to have my angel back, happy and healthy again. Kevin, I love you so much I really don't want to be without you ever again, I don't want to see you hurt anymore and I plan to make sure your not." Kibum got off stage and ran over to Kevin getting on one knee and pulled out a ring.
"Will you marry me?"
"Are you an idiot?" Kibum looked wide eyed at Kevin as did everyone else.
"Of course I will!" Kibum smiled and put the ring on his finger picked him up and kissed him softly.
"I love you Kevin." He whispered softly.
"I love you too."
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Sorry for the spelling/grammatical errors and such. Sorry for such a lame ending xD
Hope you liked it~
1. You aren't considered an adult in Korea until your 20, so college freshman would be like 19 :)
Also~ It starts off as 2 years later because the last one ended after a year. His dad only went to jail for 3 years -nods-