Life is beautiful. Yet tragic.

[uknowuwantabbs]

I am terrified of going to college. I am terrified of change. Not change for the better, but change for the worse. I feel guilty leaving my mom. I am scared of losing all my friends. However, I don't even know who my true friends are anymore. This year has changed my perspective on everything consistent in my life before. If I could... I would stay

Comments

[rekcals]

don't you just want to go back to the days where nothing mattered but sunscreen on our backs and how cold the water was?

[uknowuwantabbs]

Definitely! At your pool with you and Allison. It is sickening now to look back and realize that then nothing mattered. I feel like I was always stressed out as a kid and now I think and what the hell was I worried about? Growing up is scary. I can't believe I'm graduating high school.

[lauralie18205]

Im so jealous of you, Abbey! You have your whole college career ahead of you to mold and do with it what you want! You wont realize how precious that really is until you're halfway through

[uknowuwantabbs]

thank you for taking the time to write that to me. I am just really scared that college is going to change me and matt and i really hope it doesn't. change is scary, but this year a lot has changed with my friends at school so i am prepared for that part of it. I am really looking forward to you coming home. i will play with you ery day hahahhah

mwah mwah