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I hate my life.
recondevil43 [12:02 AM]: hi
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:02 AM]: hey
recondevil43 [12:02 AM]: It's Trisha
recondevil43 [12:02 AM]: How are you doing?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:02 AM]: tired as hell
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:02 AM]: you?
recondevil43 [12:02 AM]: Why?
recondevil43 [12:02 AM]: Good, did you have a good X mas?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:02 AM]: im tired bcuz im lazy
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:02 AM]: lol
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:02 AM]: yeah xmas was pretty okay
recondevil43 [12:02 AM]: Nice
recondevil43 [12:03 AM]: What did you get?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:03 AM]: a talking jack thing... nifty. i know. a new tv... digital camera and a bunch of clothes
recondevil43 [12:03 AM]: Cool
recondevil43 [12:04 AM]: So what is new with you lil sis?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:04 AM]: hm...
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:04 AM]: im not really too much of an exciting person
recondevil43 [12:04 AM]: you sound like it..(HAHAHA)
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:04 AM]: woot
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:04 AM]: *dances*
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:04 AM]: im like half awake
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:05 AM]: blah
recondevil43 [12:05 AM]: well maybe you should go to bed then
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:05 AM]: i should
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:05 AM]: but dont feel like moving
recondevil43 [12:05 AM]: ohh
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:06 AM]: yes yse
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:06 AM]: yes*
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:06 AM]: god myspace hates me
recondevil43 [12:06 AM]: huh?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:06 AM]: myspace
recondevil43 [12:06 AM]: the web site?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:06 AM]: yeah
recondevil43 [12:06 AM]: you have a pic on that?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:06 AM]: i have many
recondevil43 [12:06 AM]: what is your name ?
recondevil43 [12:06 AM]: i'll take a look at you
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:07 AM]: my link is www.myspace.com/harderyoubitch
recondevil43 [12:08 AM]: what is with the language kiddo?
recondevil43 [12:08 AM]: that sounds bad
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:08 AM]: O:-) what language
recondevil43 [12:09 AM]: What happend to you?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:09 AM]: nothing
recondevil43 [12:10 AM]: What is with you calling yourself a whore in one of the pictures?
recondevil43 [12:10 AM]: You used to be a nice girl?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:10 AM]: its not serious
recondevil43 [12:11 AM]: what isen't?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:12 AM]: the whore thing
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:12 AM]: its not saying im a whore
recondevil43 [12:12 AM]: that was funny for a second....NOT!
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:12 AM]: my friends find it funny
recondevil43 [12:12 AM]: then why did you write that?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:12 AM]: but they have the same humor i do
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:12 AM]: its sarcasm
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:12 AM]: poking fun
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:12 AM]: just jokin around
recondevil43 [12:13 AM]: It's one thing to make a joke, but finding yourself as a whore as a joke isn't cool
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:13 AM]: i dont find myself a whore
recondevil43 [12:13 AM]: i just thought more of you i guess....
recondevil43 [12:13 AM]: i get it
recondevil43 [12:13 AM]: You know what?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:13 AM]: what
recondevil43 [12:14 AM]: I find it very sad to look through pictures of you and me when you use to come out and visit. And you would let me do your make up, and dress you in my clothes, and how pretty of a girl you are and what your hiding underneath now.
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:15 AM]: ive always liked the look im in now
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:15 AM]: and i was exposed to it BIG time
recondevil43 [12:15 AM]: exposed to what?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:15 AM]: how i dress
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:15 AM]: "goth"
recondevil43 [12:15 AM]: the bad usage of black make up?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:15 AM]: its not bad
recondevil43 [12:16 AM]: Just b/c your exposed to it does not mean you have to be like it
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:16 AM]: i know this
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:16 AM]: i dont dress like you now do i
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:16 AM]: i like who i am
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:16 AM]: its how i express myself
recondevil43 [12:16 AM]: i'm not saying that it is bad
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:16 AM]: i hated myself when i was the "nerd"
recondevil43 [12:16 AM]: it's just sad
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:16 AM]: and now im who i like
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:16 AM]: i like who i am finally
recondevil43 [12:16 AM]: you were NEVER a nerd
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:16 AM]: yeah i had no friends at home
recondevil43 [12:17 AM]: everyone has a time in there life were they don't like who they are or what they look like
recondevil43 [12:17 AM]: I just hope you don't get pregnant at a young age
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:17 AM]: yeah since im doing that?
recondevil43 [12:18 AM]: yeah you are
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:18 AM]: mmhmm just goin around fucking whoever i c
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:18 AM]: u know it
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:18 AM]: actually no
recondevil43 [12:18 AM]: and quit being rude, i'm just talking to you
recondevil43 [12:19 AM]: you know, you can be mature about things
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:19 AM]: i havent had a good few days
recondevil43 [12:19 AM]: that is none of my buisness to tell you that, i just dont want something bad to happen for you like that
recondevil43 [12:20 AM]: and i wished you cared more about yourself
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:20 AM]: how do u know i dont care about myself
recondevil43 [12:21 AM]: Kristen, i know ALOT more about you than you know
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:21 AM]: from who
recondevil43 [12:21 AM]: Family
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:21 AM]: like alex?
recondevil43 [12:21 AM]: Nope
recondevil43 [12:21 AM]: Alex loves you
recondevil43 [12:21 AM]: he would never say anything bad about you
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:22 AM]: hes the only person i tell anything to
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:22 AM]: hes the only one that actually cares enough to listen
recondevil43 [12:22 AM]: well, Kevin knows alot of what goes on with you too
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:22 AM]: my dad doesnt know SHIT
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:22 AM]: he sneaks on my screan names
recondevil43 [12:22 AM]: You can talk to me you know
recondevil43 [12:22 AM]: what?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:22 AM]: and looks at a profile with pix that he thinks are me and arent
recondevil43 [12:22 AM]: Sneak on your screen name how?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:23 AM]: its pretty sad when u think someone is ur kid and its not
recondevil43 [12:23 AM]: i think he is just worried about you nad misses you
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:23 AM]: i dont care
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:23 AM]: hes never been there for me
recondevil43 [12:23 AM]: and
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:23 AM]: nor does he call
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:23 AM]: and he comes up her 2 times and doesnt even tell me hes here
recondevil43 [12:23 AM]: i know i know......
recondevil43 [12:24 AM]: You know how hard it's been with Kevin, not just for you but even with Richelle an i growing up
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:24 AM]: so
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:24 AM]: hes a horrible person
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:24 AM]: i know this
recondevil43 [12:24 AM]: not understanding him, and why he does the things he does
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:24 AM]: he lies
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:24 AM]: like NO other
recondevil43 [12:25 AM]: it's sad as you grow up to find the things out you had no clue of as a child, and a new image of your parent comes out
recondevil43 [12:25 AM]: i'm sorry he makes you so upset
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:26 AM]: no need
recondevil43 [12:27 AM]: well i'm going to go to bed, i'm sure your tired too
recondevil43 [12:27 AM]: talk to you soon okay?
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:27 AM]: okay
recondevil43 [12:27 AM]: have a good night love ya girlie
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:27 AM]: love ya
recondevil43 [12:28 AM]: :0
ANTISUPRSTAR598 [12:28 AM]: nite