Fuck it, life sucks...

One day, the strain
I've never felt like this before
Our lives capsized, one man will give back
Be calm my love
Why don't you kneel for me?
I write for sight
One day you'll find me in the corner
More sublime,
But I still never died before...

What's up people? I slept through all my classes today, so now I'm fucked. I was sick, that doesn't matter here. I had a probation appointment, at least I got up in time for that. Lucky they didn't drug test me ;) Man the weeks here are so slow, and I can't wait for the weekends at my sister's place. I need cigarettes, but since I can't smoke here ( Read more... )

It's been a while. I haven't really had much time to do anything besides homework, but I don't have anything going on tomorrow, so I have extra time for that. Actually, tomorrow is the "All-College Hike." Fun. Riiiiight. I thought it was mandatory, but apparently it isn't, so I sure as hell am not going. So I get to sleep in, and I have all day to ( Read more... )

fuck shit ass hole die you bi otches. there. now i feel better

i need sleep but i can't sleep

not much to write

i went home this weekend

that was nice

i feel like a zombie

so tired

good night

I've got so much to do and not nearly enough time to do it. Last night I wrote most of the rough draft of the canoe trip paper I was talking about. Today we got a whole load of new assignments just for that one class. Besides another paper, we have to read 3 short books by Wednesday (one of them by Friday). It's crazy. Then I had more reading to do ( Read more... )

Classes officially start tomorrow. It's going to be a loonnnnggg day... I have a paper to write. It's not due until Friday, but "it would be preferred" to get it in tomorrow, because we have another writing assignment that will be due on Friday as well. Anyway, I've been putting it off all night, and now I've finally sat down and opened Word, and I ( Read more... )

i just wrote a fucking LONG ASS entry and lost it... GODDAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...i'm a college student. I really can't believe it. It's already been tough. I'm about ready to pass out so I won't write much. Yesterday we left at a little after six. We went to Wally World and didn't get out of there until eight. So we hit the road and didn't get to Pontoon Beach until 10:30. Of course I couldn't sleep. It was like a child on ( Read more... )

Well, it's almost here. Tomorrow I leave for school. I can't believe that in about 30 hours I'm going to be at fucking college. My brother's girlfriend is so sweet; she brought me a bunch of stuff for school to help me out. Part of me can't wait and part of me is dreading it like you wouldn't believe. I think it will be alright after a few weeks, ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here right now freezing my ass off... what the hell? a week ago it was too hot to breathe and now it feels like late fucking fall. i mean, what the hell? oh well. today i had a probation appointment which actually went well. i saw joni but she didn't see me so i didn't have to talk to her. my new p.o. seems pretty cool. all i really did ( Read more... )