Noting that something is racist does not make you racist. Putting black people in a video game does not make you racist ( Read more... )

Not a lot of updates because there isn't a lot to update about. I am still looking for gainful employment, still nerding it up, still trying to see friends so the job search stuff doesn't make me crazy. It's August now and I'm getting used to the idea that come September, I'll still be here ( Read more... )

I have to work on actually writing cover letters for jobs. Maybe if I sent more than a resume maybe someone would contact me ( Read more... )

One of the reasons I want to move out of the house so bad is so I no longer have to worry about all the food I enjoy eating being gone before I get a chance to enjoy it.

I probably shouldn't feel as frustrated as I am about it, but it makes looking forward to food disappointing half the time because it's already GONE.

It seems I can escape research. *shrugs* At least it's something I find interesting.

Anyone want to give me a book about chameleons?

is still screwed up. Not the best souvenir from Strasbourg.

Having no income is frustrating, however I'm about to have a trip to France and Germany in less than half a week, so I'm not complaining officially ( Read more... )

What if I have been lying to myself this entire time, and I all I really ever wanted to do was to write?

*Brain BREAKS*

This job search stuff does weird shit to my head. Christ.

A big rainstorm woke me up and I couldn't go back to sleep, so I decide to watch an episode of Penn and Teller B.S. Specifically this episode: http://www.megavideo.com/?v=LK45553DRead more... )

Job anxiety. Right now I can see myself doing anything, and even though I have a prospect (that may fall through but I knew it seemed too good to be true so I'm not shocked) I may do something completely different. I had high hopes with my income being pretty large, but is that really what I should be focusing on? I think for the last couple of ( Read more... )