Been a good few weeks. Birthday was awesome. Work sucks, but I might be getting more money. Just working with what I got while wanting more. It is a volatile combination, but with the right spark it can be beautiful. It feels good to be in a relationship for once in my life ( Read more... )

Awesome regatta. Cute girlfriend. Shitty job. Gotta love an interesting life. Empty apartment for 2 weeks though. WOrk now.

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Life could be better. But atleast tonight I might have secured a German nanny to assist me in it.

Life has been all work with as much play as i can afford. Contemplating the quarter century and the countdown to it.

Let us see if there is path infront of me and proof that i wasn't just stumbling along.

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I realized that instead of fighting; which I love to do, I got stuck struggling. I see it as this, I face a choice of 3 fights. Top two are 1. Fighting to improve society through the law. Or 2. Fight to increase the influence of words: spoken or written. And the third which is still a good fight, but a loss for failing in the other two, or a plus ( Read more... )

"Living to do die, or dying to live. I will wide happy" Dying to live is a bitch

I have just been working. Been pulling constant 9 hour shifts, but I need the money. I really used to enjoy the days when NY gave me money, but now it wants money from when I was in another state ( Read more... )

I dont know what to say to anyone anymore. Everything is turning into a pre programmed response. I always have so much to say, but noone to ever listen to me. I know life will always go on, but the fact is I don't want to keep going on alone ( Read more... )

My math may seem fucked up but in truth it is the closest to reality. First it was 4 days after 5 with one day off and 8 hours on all days. But the they threw me a few 9's and then it became 12 on the 1 yr. anniversay of the start. Am I better, yes. Is it ok, no ( Read more... )

And if it wasn't for drugs I would only have work to live for. But I survive until I figure out how to make a livelyhood. I really need a kick in the ass down one path or should i try all three and kill myself to get some approval ( Read more... )

I try ad keep it fast and tight ( Read more... )