This is the prelude to the full entry I plan to make perhaps a little later today or sometime tomorrow. I am in the middle of watching The Mentalist and only stepped away to order a pizza online. Needless to say that the title of this entry explains it all. The cruise to Grand Cayman and Cozumel did wonders for me and my path. I have returned, a ( Read more... )

So a lot has happened recently. To say the least, these past few weeks have been quite eventful. Stressful at times, but refreshing all together. Briefly, things between me and Brittney are fine. Things are where they need to be for now and I'm happy with that. We still talk almost everyday and hopefully I'll see her for lunch on her birthday next ( Read more... )

So we finally got to see each other and talk face to face. I let her do most of the talking since we both already knew how I felt. She told me all the things that bothered her and we both explained ourselves. We both explained our actions and where we stood. We continued to talk about everything. Our pasts, our goals, and our futures. It was great ( Read more... )

So I found this card and it said exactly what I would have wanted to write:

Since we met
I can honestly say
that I've loved every minute
we've spent together.
I mean it. It's been wonderful.
And I feel myself liking you more and more
each time we talk.
You have this amazing ability
to make me feel happy-
about myself,
about the funny little things in life...
( Read more... )

I tell myself that everything will work out. The correct choice will always be made over the incorrect, the pain will eventually heel, and that good will always prevail over evil. But everyday I maintain that internal fight amongst myself. Will I have the courage to say the right thing, the motivation to do what needs to be done, or the patience to ( Read more... )

So we finally talked on the phone today. I didn't know when I would get another chance so I had to bring it up. I told her how I felt and that I wasn't ready to walk away. I've come to decide to let her choose how she wants this story to end. I will be the same character either way. Sure, I would prefer the happy ending. But the happy ending I want ( Read more... )

I've had the opportunity to bring up the necessary conversation, but haven't. I still haven't seen her since last Wednesday when she was sick. We have talked a little bit this week, but I still feel so different. I want to talk to her in person about all this. I feel that is the mature thing to do. But if she keeps dodging me, then I have no choice ( Read more... )

So I finally got to see her. It was only for a few minutes. She woke up the other day very ill and had to call out of work. Apparently she was in bed all day. We had planned to get together that night and talk. I had already planned to get her some flowers and basically tell her everything that was on my mind. Even if she hadn't gotten sick, we ( Read more... )

So I guess it's not over yet. There may still be some hope to rekindle this relationship. Her guards are up now and there is definitely some doubt in her mind. All I can do is be myself and prove to her I am not like the ones in her past. I just want her to see that and realize I'm the one for her and she's the one for me.

These past few days were ( Read more... )

So I have been dating this girl for almost 2 months now and really like her. Go figure. We have a good bond, and I believe she cares for me deeply. Having said all that, apparently I fucked it up by making a stupid mistake. I told a buddy at Tarpon that she and I are dating and she flipped out. She now thinks I'm just like her ex who used to brag ( Read more... )