I sometimes feel like I'm slowly slipping past the boundaries of maddness, and it frightens me. At 4 am, most people are in their beds, sleeping. I, on the other hand, for the last few nights, have laid awake, contemplating my wreck of an extence. I analyze myself, and ponder over the things I do, and I don't like what I find. I know all ( Read more... )

Summer is here, and with it, comes crushing 'oh-my-god-I'm-screwed'ness. I just got canned from my job at the Paintball factory. They said my performance wasn't good enough. The official letter of termination that they gave me said that they would had to have spoken to me on multiple occasions about it, which is total bullshit. Aside from ( Read more... )

The summer is progressing steadily. Work is paying well, thankfully. Not much else to say on that front, because I don't want to complain. I do much too much of that as it is. D&D games are keeping me entertained ( Read more... )

And I'm back home. Yay, and all that. The last night in res was a little depressing, since I was the last person in my hallway. I feel bad for Jaana, since she was the last person on the floor (other than Abby). I left a night early, since I was uber bored, and I didn't want to sit around doing nothing for the entire night. My first year ( Read more... )

So exams are almost over, and I'm headed back to Purgatory...err, I mean Strathroy, soon. School this year wasn't quite what I expected, but it was an experience I wouldn't have missed for the world. I would have changed a few things, perhaps (different roommate, not interacting with the city kids, etc), but I'm glad I'm here. I've completed ( Read more... )

Hello peoples! It is almost exam time, and the essays are behind us. And that means I get to goof around for a while. YAY! *happy dance ( Read more... )

Hello Happy Peoples! I am back from journal-related obscurity (I've been busy, so sue me ( Read more... )

Sweat drips off of his brow as he runs faster than he can ever remember running before. He’s scared; terrified of what’s behind him. He can’t even turn around to look at his pursuer, but he knows that whoever it is, they’re gaining on him. All he can hear are his own foot falls, his ragged breathing, and his frenzied heartbeat pounding in his ( Read more... )

Alex stared solemnly out his window, gazing over the city, not taking in a single part of it. This was hardly new; he found himself staring blankly out the window quite frequently in fact. It was a habit he had developed last year, after his breakdown. He liked to watch the people below scurrying about in their rat race, eventually drifting ( Read more... )

Here's something I found on a friend's myspace. Food for thought, so to speak ( Read more... )