Its amazing what God can do in so little time. There is more pain and sorrow around me right now than there has ever been, but I have not given in to the despair that usually pulls me under. It is probably a good thing God has done this in me, because if what I see is true, then next semester will only get worse, and if I was who I was a year ago ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that it doesn't matter how much or how little sleep I get at night, it doesn't really change how tired I am during the day. Although I have found that my day is much happier if I get up for prayer in the morning. I also found out that I can't stay in a kneeling position for very long, and that is weird to people, but ( Read more... )

mental note...go to morning prayer more often

Well in response to my previous post I have decided I need to do something about it, and a good start would be me since I should know myself pretty well. It has again come to my attention just how illogical my thoughts about relationships have been, specifically dating type relationships. I seem to go after people that in the back of my mind I ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you say everything that you shouldn't say and never say the things you need to say? Well it seems like the story of my life lately.

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong ( Read more... )

God is awesome, he continues to give me strength even when I'm running on no sleep and closing deadlines. But even in my joy I can't help but remember the pain that is going on around me. I pray for those on my heart that they will find peace tonight and that God would be able to reach into their lives and heal their deep wounds ( Read more... )

God is just as much the Lord of chaos as He is the Lord of order.

It's almost 4:30am, I'm still a long away from finishing this program, my emotions are running high with everything that people around me are going through. I'm definitely shaken, I need to cling to Him if I am to get through it all, but don't pray for me, pray for those around me who are struggling and dealing with things. Pray that they would ( Read more... )

hmmm..... I've witnessed a lot of pain these last couple of days, a lot of crying, people just wondering what they are going to do next. Please God, give me the wisdom and the strength to help them move towards your call.