hey guys whats up? i feel bad my sister couldnt go to the zoo to play with my poor llama he is probably lonely.  how is everyone my day was ok things didnt go as planned but thats ok.  lastnight i was spoiled by al. he got me shoes and clothes. well i g2g

huggs and llama kisses

lauren

i think im really confused i dont really want to talk about it and i wish it wasnt so annoying, and confusing. well thats about it ttyl

hugs and kisses to the special few. love ya _llama*

yeah!  im happy again guys.  he is talking to me and he hasnt completely forgiven me but i told him what happened and he was still upset because he thought i said nothing .  but i did say something i told the friend that i couldnt do i because i love jason. and i am glad . he doesnt want to do stuff today like we were going to. but says he wants to ( Read more... )

i am having a bad day . tomorrow i am suppose to go back to school i dont want to i think i want to drop out of my school and go to some private boarding school or some thing then i wouldnt have to deal with hating myself.  and i want to say im sorry to everyone i have ever hurt or offended or done anything to. and i really want  to say im sorry to ( Read more... )

hi guys i did the stupidest thing i have ever done . last nite i hurt myself my boyfriend and a friend all because of stupidity. i went to a party and i ended up kissing one of my good friends thats not something i would do. and i felt horrible so i told jason and he is very angry and i understand his reasoning but i wish i knew how to make it ( Read more... )

i dont understand it how come you can be so close to some one but then the next day feel so far away and feel like there is no point in trying . and why can you get along with people one moment but then the next moment want to dye when you think of them. and the only thing you want is their time but they dont have the time for you

hey guys today was fun i went to jason's around 8 it was kool we played monopoly . we played in teams it was fun jason and i came in 2nd but it was still fun. well thats about it ttyl

llamas go MrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRr! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
bye bye

i happy happy happy my mom says i can do lots of stuff because of my grades. i got a 92/92 on my bio. quiz i broke the curze for the honors classes!!! *score* i hope we all have a good break and i hope i see some of you guys well bye for now and jason i need to talk to you when you get the chance. bye bye LlAmA

hey everyone i,m really hyper and bouncy and stuff we are finally on spring break that is totally kool but i feel really bad it feels like everything i know is falling to pieces at my feet. it feels like the entire world is changing most of it for the worst. 2 people i know were together but today they broke up and i love them both potonically ( Read more... )

im soooooooooooo... happy today ruled jason finally asked me out.!!!!!!!! i am the happiest person in the world