I'm a bad person who does bad things to good people.

[ultravilent]

I'm not dead. I just want to start off by saying that. I am crazy, but I'm not dead.

I've been out and about IRL, working and trying to figure everything out. Why? Yeah, that's a loooong story, and this is bound to be a very long entry.

It all started (I hate when stories start like that, but it did) a few years ago. Before Radioshack, before

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[gothirishrose]

For what it's worth, I think taking time to get your head together is a good thing. If you can at all, you should certainly tell Chris something, but that of course has to be up to you. Perhaps the counselor can help you identify what would seem good to tell him.

I'll be here pulling for you, hon. *hug*

[seoinage]

The hard truth is that he won't understand that you need space to yourself because the first thing someone may wish to do is to find something to blame. It's hard to grasp the vagueness of you needing "me space" rather than the idea of you having someone else in your life even if it's not the truth.

I don't believe you are a bad person for doing this. Rather, you're waking up to what you may need in order to find space for yourself.