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I miss Stacy. I woke up and my pillows smelled like her sktgnskhdjflgmfjk/.
Mom said something about putting Bandit down today.
There are people coming over tonight.
I feel weirdly nauseous.
I think I will eat some pineapple and draw some more Pokemon for Davey.

Christmas was nice despite me being overwhelmed with PMS. Morning was rushed and weird, I got stuff I wanted/needed but I just wanted to hit the road. Stacy looked really nice when I got there, but she always does. Her family is alright, I wouldn't say nice, but her sister is and one of her uncles seemed really sweet. We played her Harry Potter ( Read more... )

First day of work todayyy, for this break at least. Working again on Thursday - woo, only until six though. Bandit's blind now, somehow, it seems so sudden. He was too scared to make it down the stairs earlier, it was sad. He'll walk in and just stare blankly, and his ears will move, so you know he is listening, but he just can't find you. Jimmy ( Read more... )

Kimi died today. I went to give her some water and she was thrashing around next to her wheel. I held her for a good ten minutes sobbing while she squeaked and twitched. I think she got thrown from her wheel and broke something, maybe her back I'm devastated, and I feel bad, Stacy loved her...

Bandit seems to be doing better <3

Did I really just pat Stacy's armk after she kissed me on the way to class? Yeah, real smooth. Ugh, I suck.

The Dir en grey concert is tonight. No, I'm not going. It's too expensive, too expensive, too expensive. Part of me is really sad, although I'm super exhausted. I would probably be more excited and alive if I had been planning on going, but, I'm not. So my body today is just sagging and unhappy and unflattering and lazy. My mind is just sick. Like ( Read more... )

I'm a bit disappointed today. I was happy because Stacy and I watched Buffy and ate lunch (although I'm still ridiculously tired, and I don't know why...). I had asked Heleyna yesterday if she wanted to go hiking, so i got back to our room and put my sneakers on, but she says it's too cold. So, I'm sitting here, restless, and it's like I'm stuck. ( Read more... )