Comments | um_fairy: just me

um_fairy

just me

Oct 20, 2006 04:50

i hate where i am right now...i try avoiding this place, but i keep coming back to it. no matter how much i pretend, no matter how many different fronts i put forth...i can't escape myself, i can't lie to myself, which sucks...i really wish i could. i hate that i'm so vulnerable, i'm so weak at times...but i can't help it, it's just who i am. i don ( Read more... )

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timk622 October 20 2006, 12:54:19 UTC

Well said on all counts

bluegaze62 October 20 2006, 14:22:06 UTC

well you're not out there, you do have barriers...plenty of them. the only one with which they come down is he who should not be mentioned.

and in terms of people loving you...i'm glad you finally realize the hypocrisy of it all. the iming, myspace, the facebook, this, it's all the same bullshit. nobody really cares, people are just bored with their own lives, so they figure hey let me im, or myspace, or facebook this person...cuz she always falls for it.

i'm glad you woke up from that dream. very few people truly love you the way you think you should be loved.

...and this is why i'm "antisocial." whatever that means.

(i hate where i am too. but you already know that...cuz i ACTUALLY do talk to you! :P )

and you are just you. but just you is a lot more than a lot of other people. don't forget that. and don't sell yourself short.

he's not worthy of even just you.

bluegaze62 October 20 2006, 14:24:34 UTC

ps. not everyone can do that.

funnyhoney October 20 2006, 18:03:47 UTC

Saving lives...it's going to be rewarding and grand!

"Just Deb.."

=)

ashleys9286 October 30 2006, 05:52:57 UTC

"i'm just me, i'm not this super genius, i'm not hot, i'm not even charming...i'm just me."

You dont have to be all of that. You're still an awesome person. Why? Well because you're a nice, caring person that makes me laugh.... and maybe you dont but i still feel like u remotely care about me. That is the simple Deb and that right there is enough for me to say i love you.

You've been going to school for a long time and working your butt off for a life of saving other lives. I look up to that, i respect that in a person. And even if you decided one day not to do that it wouldnt change a thing cause you would still be the "simple Deb" I love. And that person does exist.