i couldn't sleep last night...guess i had too much on my mind...or maybe i was just trying to get to sleep so bad that i couldn't actually let my body relax and drift away. and as i lay there, tossing and turning, i wrote up an entire entry or a few of them in my head...i really should keep the computer in my room at night, i'd probably make better ( Read more... )

and the cab driver says as we approach stratford shopping centre..."now you're home"

...all i could think to answer was "nowhere near it"

ahhh back in london. cold. sleepy. goodnight.

( fun one )

it's a funny thing, i tend to write in my journal when there is absolutely nothing interesting to write about...but as soon as there is something in my life worth mentioning, i find it so hard to sit down and write an entry. i think it might be because i get so overwhelmed with the things i want to say, the things i want to scream at the top of my ( Read more... )

There is no question about it, dear Gemini: Change is in the air! Perhaps you cannot feel it because you have allowed yourself to become bogged down in despair. You can't help but wonder if you will ever attain your goals. Well, take heart. The times they are a changing, as Bob Dylan says. You just need to wait a bit longer. In the end, it doesn't ( Read more... )

i actually feel like dressing up and doing something for halloween this year, and i have nothing to do...and no costume?! i don't think i've ever had a proper costume...it was always so easy to be a "ballerina" or a "cat" with our leotards and ballet shoes...god that's all i can remember ever being for halloween...anything that involved being ( Read more... )

i thought it would make me feel better...quite selfish of me, but i guess it backfired...i still feel like crap ( Read more... )

at the end of the day, all we've got are memories...memories of moments forever etched in our minds. it's so nice to go back to those moments and be able to relive those feelings when we have nothing else nearly as nice in our lives now ( Read more... )

we've been spending all our time in the cardiology ward...all we deal with is the heart. questions about why it's not functioning properly, what's wrong with it, why isn't it beating the way we want it to...it seems to be fluttering a bit too much...we talk and talk, and do more exams and run more tests and in the end, what do we do for the patient ( Read more... )

Are you technically single, but very deeply involved with someone, dear Gemini? If so, don't be surprised if today you receive a proposal of marriage. Events over the past few days have brought you very close together, and have greatly intensified the bond between you. Your partner may want to legalize that bond. Do you? If there is even the ( Read more... )