As I start to see people's true colors, do I like what I see? No, I don't for most, but for others I love it. I'm seeing some of my closest friends in a new light and I love them for it. I just try to ignore the bad things in life right now. My grandma got released from the hospital and now she’s staying at our house for a while. It’s just ( Read more... )

It hits you like a storm of emotions ( Read more... )

This is great. Everything that could have gone wrong has gone wrong, and I'm just watching all of it. By the way your problems don't matter at all; they are a minor insignificance compared to everything else in this world. No, not true. That’s the exact opposite of what I usually preach so if I've been acting like that lately just ignore me I ( Read more... )

So I finally got my hands on The Black Parade (not just a burned c.d). I've been waiting for some new material from My Chemical Romance since two weeks after the release of Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge. It's possibly my favorite album and definitely my most played. It's hard to believe the album was released almost two and a half years ago. But ( Read more... )

I wish it wasn't Sunday. I am so tired because I couldn’t sleep last night. My grandma is in the hospital because she's been over-dosing some of her medication for the past 2 weeks. Her nurse freaked out because she was supposed to have 1 month worth of medication in one of her bottles but there were only two pills in it. So she called my mom ( Read more... )

I will vanish with the darkness
And I will leave before dawn
I am going to a city by the sea
But I carry you with me

it seems that with even the littlest glimmer of hope i find, someone manages to ruin it.

i'm just mad because i'm sopposed to be at cedar point but the weather sucks

*yawn* It's really early but I can't sleep. I've been so busy lately that I forgot all about halloween. (it's in like 3 days?) I don't feel excited at all and I usually would be by now. Lately life has been really difficult. My mom and I fight all the time. She won't stop accusing me of being lazy but I really am working hard, especially with my ( Read more... )

i am so confused i dont even know what to think anymore. why does this have to happen to me i dont need this i cant even explain it. i am nothing and i am not worth it. i dont deserve this and now reality is starting to take place. i knew it all along and i have been saying it all along and now that its happening i wish i was wrong

: )!!!!!!!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Gsq8qMi9_J0

http://youtube.com/watch?v=GTm2j3na8Hc

i hate it