What particular beats in any given song to move to. How it is imperitive to never NEVER dance self-consciously. To seperate yourself from your environment so nothing is left but the symbiosis of your heart and the music. There is nothing more primal and natural than the physical movement of our bodies to music. When I hear music and I am not ( Read more... )

There was a moment today that I felt I experienced beauty in its purest form. I was in class. Not really doing much of anything for there was not much to do and I began to stretch and shift in my seet. Nothing out of the ordinary. Nothing worth watching. But the boy who came back from Bosnia. The boy who writes exclusively about fighting wars and ( Read more... )

I had so much fun on thursday! Chapman, james and i headed out to the assylum a little late and I saw david and my heart started to beat very fast(that is how i know that i like him very much) I got extremely drunk and danced and the dj played chromeo and then we all went to my house and there were so many people at my apartment I am surprized my ( Read more... )

Women who get plastic surgery are catering to the needs of men to be surrounded with pleasing, non-threatening women. A woman who is beautiful is often thought of as less intelligent. These women often do not realize the reasons why they are getting work done, and rationalize it by saying the work is for themselves and no one else. This ( Read more... )

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who goes to my school that is extremely beautiful. She is always very dressed up and flirting with boys near the library. Often times I will see her sitting on the stairs leading up to the library and staring at girls very critically as they walk up the steps. At first I was angry with her. I thought that she was being cheezy and vapid by ( Read more... )

only half alive. I know I have to regress to progress in my life. I need to face the issues that are holding me back. I had my friend rent me some porn the other night. Where does that leave me? And I still rock and cry at night. Only this time no one is there to pull me out of it. I realize why I am constantly searching for love. I need someone on ( Read more... )

I think I have touched a part of me that I have not seen in a while. I need this time to reconnect with myself. I am aware that you are sensitive. The journal entry is not about you. It is about me. I am going on a date tonight. That is going to help me move beyond you. And so I bid thee farewell. I would write more, but I am sometimes exhausted at ( Read more... )

I need to start giving myself more credit. I am a good person, and I should be happy to have such a beautiful body and heart. My heart is so large and in charge of everything that I do. I credit my heart for everything that I do. This can be horrible some times, but the payoff for a good love is too great to let my heart close itself off to ( Read more... )

I have begun to understand why I have a hard time feeling that I identify with people. It is hard to find a middle ground. I am interested in so many things it is hard to find someone that can understand and fortify all the interests that I have. I love makeup, and dressing up very zany. Going out in superhero capes and dancing and laughing and ( Read more... )