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[umbluemusic]

I can't stop crying.

Life is pretty bleak at the moment.

However, I did get my eyebrows waxed for the first time ever today, and I have to say I look pretty for once.

So I guess thats something in my sad, pathetic existence.

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[madelynnm]

I got mine done on Saturday after crying hysterically (tho nowhere near my first time getting them waxed) but it makes you feel better...at least temporarily.

♥ we can have a pity party, yes?

[umbluemusic]

It totally is the best $10 I have ever spent, especially since the girl was like "Your natural eyebrow shape is the best ever!" so it was like, one small compliment to help pick me up as well.

But yeah, we can totally have a pity party. I haven't thrown a good one of those in ages; it feels like it is time. :( ♥

[cordilleran2]

*giant hug* What happened?!

[umbluemusic]

Men suck, my father sucks, living at home while finishing my degree sucks...just general suckiness all around. Its incredibly depressing.

[cordilleran2]

Anything I can do to cheer you up?

[umbluemusic]

Not particularly, but thank you for the offer. I suppose its just one of those weeks where I feel like I will be alone forever and will never find someone that gets me, and most of the time I feel like I'll be ok with that but then there are those days where I feel completely let down by my life. And yeah, I'm in one of those periods right now.

I have therapy Thursday though, so hopefully that will boost my mood a bit.

[aphroditeallure]

Oh god, I've so been there. But you know, chin up and don't lose sight of your goals. :)

[cordilleran2]

i feel the same way and have those same worries all the damn time, and i hate it....the only thing that has remotely worked for me is convincing myself that being alone doesnt matter in the long run...but still, it leaves a bitter aftertaste

[umbluemusic]

Yeah, I've never felt like being alone was necessarily bad until meeting this guy. We just seemed to work so well. Now being alone feels overwhelming. I think I can talk myself back down from that in time though. :-(