HOW DO YOU OWN DISORDER?

DISORDER?

Mbad day such a Y bad day hate Hate days like this Everything bad Annoying and shit and blah Refuse to put up with this cosmic nonsense The finger pointing is old Cant deal with god's sense of humor Anymore and I will stab him in the face with a Nife That is very very Hardy and sharp And super lethal and i will laugh and dance N Dip my fist into ( Read more... )

You know, Divergence feels oddly lifeless. I'm hanging on to it because I want to, but the bored itself feels kind of dried up. Main too, because of the general lazy pace that it gets around this time of year. It doesn't help that probably the one lively place on Subs now thinks I'm just not helpful enough to be in their club anymore. Must shake ( Read more... )

For those of Divvy I haven't told, I'm putting up my new AIM screenname here now that I've come back from my, uh, hiatus of sorts.

"ZanulaRasa"

Para Amanda (and whoever else, I guess ( Read more... )

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Tweet.

Screwdrivers make me talk too much.

Gah, old(ish) wounds. My heart feels like it's breaking all over again.

I know it's selfish, but I want them to care.

I have to admit, I'm not entirely sure how to write this. Even as I type, I'm not sure this is the right thing to do. I'm just not sure I can make myself wait for absolutes anymore. Somewhere, a leap of faith needs to be taken and I believe I've taken that leap in Divergence's favor enough. For now ( Read more... )

I can feel it slipping away from me.

The cords that once kept me there have been cut.

I don't want to let it go. Is it stubborness? Do I need to fight for it? Do I need to let it go?

I find Rose's words ringing in my ears. Hollow gongs.

"Everything must come to dust."