Just got back from seeing Anne of Green Gables (good show - check it out). And it struck me once again (thinking about this a lot lately) how we've got one more year then we just... do it ( Read more... )

my heart hurts ( Read more... )

Here I am waiting for my interview - a little pissed as I was supposed to be before lunch and they moved me an hour and a half later without telling me... damn ( Read more... )

just a quick thank you to anyone who's ever counseled me through rough times. Trying not to make this too sappy but I just appreciate how much my friends care for me. I could kind of use one of you guys right now. for support.

I am honestly very glad that I made someone happy. It's what I love to do - truly. However I just kinda hope that someday there'll be somebody who cares as much for me as I do for them. I know everyone's wishing for it... I just feel right now that I want it so badly it hurts. not in the kind of 'I wanna kill myself' sort of way... I just feel ( Read more... )

Stream of consciousness ( Read more... )

I am leaving in about ten minutes for la l'aeroport and then home to le T-dot. I am very excited to see my friends in oakville but it was also wonderful to see everyone here in Alberta. I must admit I didn't expect to see as many people as I did on this trip but I am very glad I happened upon so many of you. It is incredible to know that I still ( Read more... )

I feel as though I'm a big pink elephant in the middle of the room and nobody's talking about me. or scratch that... everyone assumes I'm fine where I am. I've been met with a very strange (sorry about this...) vibe... here in Alberta. I don't belong here. I'm really hoping I can shake it when I get to see my friends (calling them all tomorrow ( Read more... )

As I left an evening of wonderful conversation, I felt extremely saddened. I am alone once again... Not in the way so many are; lacking one to make out with and claim ownership to, but in a very spiritual fashion. Today we were asked to step away from the circle and move forward in our lives and our training. I sincerely felt like I was already ( Read more... )

I think I used to be a romantic ( Read more... )