people wonder why i get pissed off so easily. its becasue of peoples lack of respect. ture things have gotten alot better around here. but i dont appreciate having people get snotty to me for asking them not to use up my hairspray since theres not much left and it needs to last me until i go home..or for saying that i wont be allowing anyone to ( Read more... )

best part of the story...tish went back to bed and didnt tell me..shes been here the whole fucking time. with my pass. FUCKIHATETHISHOUSE

im having a breakdown..and ive found myself becoming too dependant on the person who makes it better. he needs to go home after work. im sure if i told him i needed him..hed come..but..i dotn want it to come to that. .. although..i....need him

well i would have had to leave at the very latest now...no word from tish.

i had to cancel my appointment..they couldnt accomodate for me coming in later. isnt that nice. thanks tish. im fucked

so SuicideGirls turned down my set. lame. apparetnly it was too shadowy and quility was lost through emailing. even though she asked me to "please do another set" i dotn know if i will. *sigh* just another disappointment to add to my recently growing collection ( Read more... )

everything is going downhill..

i liars

dont bring me into your shit

not going home for christmas

tonight was beautiful out so i went for a walk. on my way back home..i heard a loud thump and then realized that about 20 feet in front of me a homeless man was hit by an SUV. he wasnt screaming..nothing. that part is scary. i dont know if he lived ( Read more... )

so last night was great in the sense that i got to be with someone i care for. i was a bit sick.."cut my ear"..and freezing cold..but just being with him made my heart happy. well..that and chocolaty kisses. M gave me a Christmas "tree" and i came home and put it up on the living room. yes, its a branch, yes i love it just as much ( Read more... )

ow..body...hurts..throat...sore...

kevin came over last night.

we watched a movie.

he was a complete gentleman.

bye.