I don't deserve his forgiveness

[umpachick]

I have done one of the most shitty things a girl can do to a guy she loves. I met a guy, his name is Matt and he goes to Salisbury. The first time I ever talked to him, he told me I had beautiful eyes. At another occasion we met, he kissed me, and I kissed back. I told my Matt about this and he said he forgave me, just don't let it happen again

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[the_bugg]

Though I don't know exactly what you went through, I can relate to the "hating of one's self for thoughtless actions..." To this day I remind myself everyday of what I did so that I will never make the same mistake again. After all, I had told myself that I could never hurt anyone... and I had. But you seem to have things straightened out faster than I was able to, so be proud of yourself for that.

Don't say you don't love yourself. Those are harsh words for rash actions. Hate what happened, not who was involved.

And it seems you do deserve his forgiveness. It seems to me that that is what is moving you forward. You are a strong person. You will be able to get past this a lot easier than you think.

If you ever need to talk to anyone about anything, I'm right here for you. Always. And so is Matt. Don't ever forget that.

[umpachick]

Chris- I love you so much. Thank you sweetie for what you said. It put a smile on my face!
PS: Are you going to be at the Century homecoming game?...cause I know I will!