friday i went to charlies house and watched 'just friends' with him, his sis and his 2 aunts. movie was so cute. saturday i woke up and went to help abe set up for her baby shower. then i went to my uncle ricks and was going to help him, my dad, my other uncle and some other guys help my uncle rick move, but that didnt get too far. so i left and ( Read more... )

really crazy lately. i apologoze to those who have had birthdays that i missed. melissa, zach and luke - happy birthday guys ( Read more... )

ummmm well not much to update on today. just bored. im about to shower and work a 7 hour nightmare with kids. it wouldnt be so bad if i was at the school i work at, and if i wasnt feeling like i am. my body hurts and im tired and just eh. i need sugar, maybe that will help. or a kiss from my baby but hes at school ( Read more... )

yesterday i ended up at charlies for the day, i helped his mommy paint her room while he left to go to a play somewhere. came home and sat around. we were going to do something today but plans changed so im around the house. work all week. probably not doing much. tuesday is a half day though so im stuck at ferry from 11:30 to 6. insane. i need to ( Read more... )

well nothing really to say, but HI!. choir concerts were great. charlie was awsome, other then him, ray was funny as hell. i am working back at barnes which is cool. i get paid this week. funeral yesterday, was beautiful, sad though. kristin's belly is getting so big, when she finds out what shes having shes going to bring her ultrasound pics! i ( Read more... )

tired. not feeling so good. not really much to say. broadway shows are going great, good job to ohrt, the choirs and everyone who helped, and charlie of course ( Read more... )

well last night charlie had rehersal. around 10 he came over to visit like he always does. i get in his car and he takes off, wouldnt tell me where we were going. anywho - we had our veryfirst kiss in a church parking lot by his house. and since it was our (year and)9 month ann he took me there. told me to get out of his car, i thought he was crazy ( Read more... )

well. not much going on lately. this week im at ferry working instead of barnes which is gay but not really, i dunno. i just hate being shipped around. been a pretty lonely week cause charlies got rehersal and hanging out with his friends, but i saw him today for a little over an hour. its our (year and) 9 months anniversary. (i love you charlie ( Read more... )

i dont know. i feel like i sold my soul to the devil. i am very empty right now. im not sure what to think or what to do but i wish i could take it all back. i feel like im being grounded or something ( Read more... )

yesterday i ended up hanging out with my cousin taylor. we played battle ship and went to the mall :) we couldnt talk charlie into hanging out with us though. all well, his loss. we had fun. i took her to where she needed to go and came home to sit around. i almost fell asleep, but it didnt last long. today i worked, came home and tried to get a ( Read more... )