Been awhile! yes i know....cant say ive been too busy. Just too lazy ( Read more... )

Do I care ( Read more... )

My head hurts, my heart hurts and i just don't know what to do with myself...i mean yeah mum is going to "try" and help her self but is that going to help me??? i was keen on moving out, starting again...i even had a place to go but i hate putting myself onto people, i hate feeling like i should not be somewhere and i know if i moved up with my boy ( Read more... )

okay..i dont have much to say here but i have a few thoughts to share with whom ever might be reading this ( Read more... )

Okay i walk into school and it all starts....first of all im holding back allt he tears and trying not to just cry my eyes out....then kit kat tells me nick is not coming, at that moment i just wanted to fall over and cry...i needed someone to cry on and he was the only one that would understand at the time, so i move on and put on a fake smile for ( Read more... )

Went bra shopping today o0o0o0 so interesting...but i have moved up a size hehe bigger boobies :P i know you care lol ( Read more... )

Have you ever started to read something and wished the person was talking about you? but you come to the end of it all and it not you....and you feel like shit because you wish it was and it was a few days ago but thats something we cant talk about....and that sucks because i feel used..i dont mind being a dirty little secret but this dirty littlw ( Read more... )

Yes, Yes! i know it has been awhile and no its not that ive had no time its just i have not had the words to say what i want to say *scatter brain*....here are some dot points for you maybe something will come off them ( Read more... )

someone told me i need to kill it and do it quickly...but can i? is it big enough to kill, do i want to kill it? is it really worth it? or should i just go on hopeing you will fall in love...pffft ill be here for awhile ( Read more... )

I hate feelings they just come up and think they can be there even when you dont want them! some are good some you dont know if you want them but theymake you feel all warm and fussy ewww ( Read more... )