do I have to be sad and/or frustrated everytime I try to not think about you?

ugh. clarity. I worry and weigh three times my body.

my depression is ( Read more... )

uhhhh. that freakish thing lodged in my throat from yesterday has fully progressed to flu. *sadfacing much* and I still went to work earlier, because coaching logs and such cannot belong in my record :( I NEED TO BE WELL BY SUNDAY UGH ( Read more... )

I know what I should do but I just cannot walk away.

EVERY FUCKING TIME.

So long story short,

( because really, right now I am just JUST frustrated )

it's a fic prompt. i can feel it.

it says: MY NAME IS KITAYAMA HIROMITSU, AND I AM A HOST.

>_< and in my mind it's HiroSuke. Ngh.

We just repeated the assessment test we had last Friday due to technical problems/breach of security stuff. I felt better and more confident today though, even when I was jittery and drank about 3 mugs of coffee that I had ( Read more... )

I have hit my toes on a chair leg twice in three hours. seriously, fml. i think my right ring toe is bleeding, OW ( Read more... )

I'm sorry. HIIIIIIII.

Yeah, so sorry for spamming your f-page with another RL entry unf, I KNOW NOBODY BOTHERS TO READ XD

I am home from my first day of work. Well technically everything's confidential, even the company name is, so I'll just summarize it like this: I AM TIRED.

Nnnnnngh. I have no idea why; all--

WAIT I HAVE TO EAAAAAAAT. >_<

Hi, done. ( Read more... )

even if it's not a Saturday night ( Read more... )

Nothing will cheer me up today. Not even the load of WSGMA koneho  fics I have backread.

MY GUMS ARE SWOLLEN =(( stupid wisdom tooth. I hope it doesn't turn to 'teeth' soon, then I'll need to have DOUBLE surgery. :( I can't even swallow properly. Plus I've been busting my ass off on exercising and not eating so I can lose pounds.

>___< I just sneezed. ( Read more... )