well im in love with this boy going off to college and there ain't a thing i can do about it ( Read more... )

well the summer is halfway through. i know this because of how we do our lifeguarding schedule at the pool. i suppose i am several things about this...depressed? stressed? upset? feeling like i haven't gotten what i needed out of the summer? feeling like i've wasted it ( Read more... )

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Dear Life,
Thank you for being interesting.

love,
lydy

oh boys...

i hate it when you have a crush and then you're like WAIT NO! its so incoveniencing and you're like NO i can't crush on HIM.

oh so annoying. goodness. i know you've all been there don't deny it.

IB chem! almost done!☺

and then not this weekend but the next, POOL OPENS! LIFEGUARDING! SWIMMING! DIVING! oh yes bring on the summer boys my friend. ♥

I JUST ORDERED TWO YEARS WORTH OF ELLE GIRL MAGAZINES AND A YEAR OF TEEN VOGUE!

i am set man fo' life.

wait... i'm going to college in two years. where will they send my Elle Girl?! *sniffle*

so my mom bought some Challah at Trader Joe's. and my sister was trying to sound out the name "challah" so my mom tells her how to pronouce it and then my sister goes:

"oh 'hah'lah. 'hah'lah back gurrrllll!"

i laughed a little.

Well ( Read more... )

i am the most mad at myself that i have been in a LONG time. I am stupid, frustrated and angry and muderous and frustrated and angry and MAD ( Read more... )