Sometimes I wish she knew

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Maybe it wouldn't have mattered.... knowing how she was at that time, -who- she was at least from the fantasy realm where our friendship was born, maybe she would have just laughed at me if I had told her. She had a smile that lit up her whole face, a quick sense of humor and her accent of course, that almost slurry french that made her even more

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[octoberyearning]

It's the best feeling. I know it. Bittersweet but beautiful. I haven't been here for a while....I hope you are well.

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I think about you often, you know. I wonder how you're doing and where life finds you now. I'm doing well personally, though as always and as is for many people, finances could be better. My father's muscular dystrophy condition that he's survived well since 2001 is now taking probably the final turn. Of course this is hard to manage emotionally or find balance between the understandable sadness and the well... not joy but you know, everything else that comes up emotionally to know he'll be free and a part of everything in every space.

I hope you are well my friend. You're one of the few I miss.

[octoberyearning]

It heartens me to know that you think of me. I think we have such a history, connected by so much shared history to others...like a spider's web silk. They are strings and strands we will continue to pluck throughout our lives. I'm so sorry to hear of your father's condition and I send you so many warm thoughts and prayers. I also wish for you all the best in where you find yourself now in your new residence.

As for myself....my work has taken a turn for the better...my personal life could probably do with some spicing up. But all in all I am happy and have no cause to complain.

Know that I think of you as well and send nothing but the deepest hopes that everything you want, you will be given in some form or another.

Knowing I am one of few....makes me feel very honored, thank you for all your kindness in replying to me.