i'm trying really hard not to get my hopes up..

things like this don't usually work out for me..

it may work out, it may not but i'll just run with it and have fun..

ugh..i think too much..

i need to stop..

so I met this guy on new years..he was totally awesome and super nice..and for some reason I could not get him out of my head..I mean I'm not going to lie, I drank a bit too much and I don't really remember the last few hours of the night and I know I was hanging out with him and my cousin most of the night but I don't know what happened in those ( Read more... )

so i haven't written in here in almost 9 months ( Read more... )

rory broke up with me this morning.
he said that he doesn't love me anymore.
he said i love him more then he ever loved me.
he said that he can't give me what i want & need in the relationship.
he said that i deserve better.
i know he is right.
but this is the most painful thing that has ever happened to me.
i have never cried so much in my whole life.
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I AM GOING TO SEE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE TOMORROW!!!
I HAVE BEEN WAITING 3 MONTHS FOR THIS!!
I CANNOT WAIT!!
I AM SOOO EXCITED!!
I AM GOING TO EXPLODE!!
THIS SEEMS SO UNREAL!!!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
I LOVE RORY ROBERTS!
MY SOON-TO-BE MARINE!
♥♥♥

dang, i haven't updated in a while..but i have some pictures & guess what?!?

RORY IS COMING HOME IN 5 DAYS!!!

I am so freaking excited! I haven't seen or talked to him in almost 3 months!
He is going to be my hot & sexy marine! hehe
i love him ♥

but anyways here are some ( pictures from recently )

rory and nick left for the marines this morning. they were picked up at 4am. please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. pray for them, their family and friends. they'll definitely need it. i can't believe this day has come so quickly. i hope these next 3 months will go by fast. i love him so much and i'm going to miss him incredibly. hard times ( Read more... )

i miss rory so effing much.
he left on monday the 19th
& he'll be back around the 9th.
bah. i'm missing him so much.
this is nothing compared to
how long i'll have to wait
when he's in boot camp..

( i miss this man )

i miss this guy.
i really do.
he's still in the hospital.
i'm happy that he's going to make it.
i just miss him incredibly.
he needs prayer like whoa.
gah i miss him so much.
he needs to get better soon.
but yeah please keep him in your prayers.
thank you so much. ( ♥ )