So the past month or so I have felt down and out about my relationship with Jason and have felt it progessively getting worse.  I could go into specifics but I just don't think it would serve a purpose because the truth is I am a strong believer of "The Secret" and sometimes its hard to  realize when you are allowing your thoughts to lead you into ( Read more... )

So the insurance company still hasn't  fucking paid me, witch is like 1,600$ I really need and it's pissing me off!! Besides that though this past week was fun and this weekend was pretty badass as well. I hung out with my good friend J that I don't see often and I have known him for so long and he is one of the few people in my life who's judgment ( Read more... )

So most recently I finished Massage School and I am going to take the state board test and get my license. I also had an interview at Helina's Day Spa witch is the spa my Mom works for and everyone thought I definitely had the job including myself and then at the interview the owner told me I was a great massage therapist but I didnt have enough ( Read more... )

So in a week I'm getting my license suspended for 3 months for getting too many speeding tickets within a year. It is going to suck not being able to drive because I will miss seeing my friends as much but at the same time I'm kind of tired of feeling like a chauffeur, driving my friends around with no cars.  It kind of sucks to think that I would ( Read more... )

This journal is rather sad to be honest but in a crazy way I think things worked out.  So to be brutally honest I have been freaking out about money because I have to pay for school and my car payment and I really dont want to fuck up my credit but I havent had a job for about a month and I know I'm stupid for that but I have been going to school ( Read more... )

I have not written in this journal in over 2 years but for some reason I really wanted to start writing again and so here I am.  Things have changed to a great measure that it would be crazy to write everything that has happened since my last journal.  So the short version is me and Sergio broke up, I went on with my life, made a lot of new and old ( Read more... )

I don't have that many friends on here b/c i just started this thing but i want to make my profile pretty and i dont know how and it makes me sad... someone if u read this help me make it pretty!! haha... well anyway i guess i should write in here b/c i haven't really written at all but wtf to say? hmmmm... let's see i woke up, pushed sergio around ( Read more... )

I'm soo fucking bored right now... im at sergio's and he's asleep.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...