i need to know i`m something you`ll be missing.. <|33
i`m yearning to spill it all
tell the truth and cry
until i die and fall
i`m fat and ugly
a silly little mess
the suicide dreams
i wish to confess
i wish with my heart
you just wouldn`t play
i love you
but you may never know
i love you
but now just might be
my time to go <|33
please just love me
is that so hard?
kiss me until your lips fal off
hold me until your arms go numb
and never forget
what you felt for me
and what i felt for you
yeah i get really like upset every night ehh. yeah =\
i really hate thinking this way convincing myself these things but i just can`t stop it`s too late <|33
i wish i knew the truth not the fantasy (thats not a fantasy at all) that i made up in my mind whatever guess i just won`t it sucks to be hated