mmm today was a boring day..
so many things i want to say but how? =\

felt kind of insecure but i don`t feel like complaining ( that`s a first lol )

let`s see: boys are mean (cough sarcasm sucks cough) =]

blaaaaaaah <|33

last night.amazing
i saw rent for the second time and i absolutely lovee that play it`s amazing. mimi is one of my dream roles ahh wish i was good enough haha.
yah but everyone was so good. and i had fun <3

today i`m supposed to go to mike`s party so that shall be fun i hope

-why do i do this to myself-

*lindsey <|3 ( Read more... )

hey.. haven`t updated in a whilee yah not much to say lol uhm i sort of realized today people can be bad and stupid and so i`m gonna try and seperate myself from people for a while (like someone else has lol ( Read more... )

how can you fall out of love after 16 fucking years. were u ever in love? or were u just deeply confused. why am i so scared of being hurt. so afraid of rejection. this certainly didn`t help ( Read more... )

yeah ( Read more... )

stolen from rachel:

say something anonymous.
something about me, or not about me

something funny, or something serious
a secret, or a desire, or a fear
or something you want to tell me, but never have
post anonymously.

go on i don`t even care say whatever you want.

I Have Kissed Someone <3 :
on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
on their ear.
on their eye (lid).
someplace not listed.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair and blue eyes
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than ( Read more... )

jennas party- haha i love you guys- so much funnn <33 happy birthday jennaa!
jess and rach slept over ahha fuunnnn.. then went to jesss. got my hair cut ahh its like short

MIKE AMMIRATO YOUR SO ADORABLE YOUR AMAZING! oh my god i love the poeeeeeeem =] and it doesn`t have to do with sex lol.. it`s hawt it`s hawt <3 ( Read more... )

i`m feeling better now. calmer. less depressed. that`s good
i stayed home today kind of wish i didn`t for two reasons lol but..i guess it`s in the past?
i re-did my lj layout ahh i <3 the notebook ( Read more... )

i fucked up again ( Read more... )